I am a woman on fire for the love of life and being able to reach one life at a time through my words. If I can reach one then I can teach one the art of healing one's self from the inside out all mentaly
I did favors I had no room to do for people. For all the bad checks that I have written to feed myself and others that I thought were for me. For all of the silent tears that I have cried because of how others were treating me, knowing damn well that if I did half of the stuff they did to me to them, they would be pissed the fuck off. At this stage in my life, I do not have time to keep giving other people passes because they are so used to me giving them out like candy. This pattern has shifted for the betterment of me and not anyone else. So if and when I do another favor for someone else, I will not waste any more of my time talking to you about your actions. I am just going to sit back and watch what you do, and then when it comes time for me to decide about your dumb-ass ways and actions, this will be no surprise to you because I have spoken on it before. So when you start to notice that I have fallen back from being in your company, take a minute and sit down by yourself and look at what you did and didn’t do to make me choose the way I move with you from here on out.
I used to be the one who always put others first before myself, and I thought for years that this was normal when in reality, it was not expected. I had to learn to cut my hearing aid off when certain people were talking to me because I had noticed a pattern with them, and it starts with their actions do not match their words. Once I see that you have some inconsistencies, I will not listen to you because your word is not valid.
Females are a masterpiece. It is still amazing how we are not celebrated enough for all the hard work we put into others. This statement does not apply to those women who have a fucked up heart. I am speaking to all those women who are just like me and are always looking for positive ways to be of service to someone else in a good way.
Most men want a submissive woman but forget to be righteous men. Being a righteous man means being in line and in tune with yourself as a man. Men have to communicate their feelings and emotions with women for both parties involved to succeed. No one can do this alone. We all need each other to live and enjoy life as we are supposed to. Being a righteous man or woman means doing what is right in your heart and being true to yourself first before you start trying to make a woman or man become submissive to your will. It is never a good idea to force your agenda on others simply because it doesn't work. Plus, doing this will make the person you are trying to control end up doing the opposite and pull away from you, which you don't want.
It's not the future you're afraid of. It's repeating the past that makes you anxious. (Unknown) This quote is so accurate for me in so many ways because I know for a fact that I am afraid of the future, and I am afraid of the current state of the world, along with a whole list of other things. The question now is, what am I going to do about it? Do I choose to stay in that anxious place of the unknown, or do I fight my way through it and still spread as much love as possible to the world and others close to me.
A lot of things broke my heart but fixed my vision. (@hollyhoodbaybay) There are so many things that can and do break our hearts and minds, but the real question is, what exactly are we doing to fix this problem? Do we know how to recognize when we have given our inner power over someone else?
Don’t Be Afraid
Try again, love again, live and dream again to get back up. We all have issues with trying again with others, and being able to let go of all the negativity surrounding others is hard to handle. Some people will often come around you just to steal some of your positive energy, and the trick to handling these kinds of people is to simply remove yourself from them. If you are in a relationship with this kind of person, it will be even more challenging because you have emotional attachments to this person, so breaking away cleanly is not going to happen, but it can be done. Being at peace with yourself first is the best thing you can do for yourself and others in your inner circle.
A Love Story All Its Own Part Five
To be honest, I only heard half of what he was talking about because my inner sex started to get moist, and I couldn't sit still for long, so I excused myself from the table and went to the ladies' room. As I sit in the ladies' room, I hear two women talking about M. P. C. They were talking about him in ways that I didn't even know were possible when it came to men and women. I mean, these ladies were talking like that had fucked him a time or two, and this started to piss me off because if M. P. C did have sex with these ladies, I already knew that I was way out of my ledge. At this point, I am just going to play him close and be as open and honest about myself and my intentions with him, and I just hope he feels the same way.
A Love Story All Its Own Part Four
Then again, I might just call him to cancel our date. Girl, stop it. You are not going to cancel this date, and you have been fantasizing about this man for years, and now all of a sudden, you want to get all weird and shit; you know that you deserve all the love this man can give you. I had to face my fears because I never knew what real love was like. I mean, I knew for years what not having someone love you the right way is like, but to be able to receive that same amount of love back terrifies the shit out of me.
A Love Story All Its Own Part Three
Are you asking me out on a date? She said. I assume that you could spend your time with your friends or something. M. P. C just looked at her and smiled, and before she knew what was happening, he kissed her long and passionately.