I am a woman on fire for the love of life and being able to reach one life at a time through my words. If I can reach one then I can teach one the art of healing one's self from the inside out all mentaly
The Chipmunk Train Three
As I started drinking the liquid in the cup, I noticed that my insides were getting warm, and then they started to feel like they were on fire, and at that moment, I felt like I was going to die. The sensation was so natural and painful all at the same time that I fell back into one of the chairs and closed my eyes. Wait, I thought that I was already sitting down. I know I am sitting down, but when I opened my eyes, I was no longer sitting; I was floating in midair.
The Chipmunk Train
Chipmunk and Pedals said at the same time, "look around you and tell us in detail what you see, hear, smell, taste, and touch." "This will help you to become better acquainted with yourself and others around you." They both said. "let's start with what you see, and then we will work our way to the last one, touch," said Petals.
It always seems impossible until it is done. The funny thing about this statement is that it is so true. There have been many situations I have found myself in because of other people that I would get lost in trying to help others reach their goals and dreams and forgetting all about myself. There have been so many things that I have put on hold because I wanted to see the other person win, but at the same time, after they have won, I am the one left feeling so the type of way. After all, now they think I am beneath them because they gained something I was the one to help build with them, not against them.
From what the elders told the children here in Fun Valley, there weren't always dragons in the valley. I heard the elders' old stories over the years, but I never thought these magical stories were true until I met a dragon named dark Smoke. To better understand how I met this dragon, let me start at the beginning of my adventure. I was walking in the forest of the fun valley when I walked upon a cave that I had never seen before. Now I am not a fan of dark places, but this cave kept calling out to me for some odd reason. I had to face my fears and investigate the cave, and when I took the first step into the cave, I heard someone or something call my name.
I did favors I had no room to do for people. For all the bad checks that I have written to feed myself and others that I thought were for me. For all of the silent tears that I have cried because of how others were treating me, knowing damn well that if I did half of the stuff they did to me to them, they would be pissed the fuck off. At this stage in my life, I do not have time to keep giving other people passes because they are so used to me giving them out like candy. This pattern has shifted for the betterment of me and not anyone else. So if and when I do another favor for someone else, I will not waste any more of my time talking to you about your actions. I am just going to sit back and watch what you do, and then when it comes time for me to decide about your dumb-ass ways and actions, this will be no surprise to you because I have spoken on it before. So when you start to notice that I have fallen back from being in your company, take a minute and sit down by yourself and look at what you did and didn’t do to make me choose the way I move with you from here on out.
I used to be the one who always put others first before myself, and I thought for years that this was normal when in reality, it was not expected. I had to learn to cut my hearing aid off when certain people were talking to me because I had noticed a pattern with them, and it starts with their actions do not match their words. Once I see that you have some inconsistencies, I will not listen to you because your word is not valid.
Females are a masterpiece. It is still amazing how we are not celebrated enough for all the hard work we put into others. This statement does not apply to those women who have a fucked up heart. I am speaking to all those women who are just like me and are always looking for positive ways to be of service to someone else in a good way.
Most men want a submissive woman but forget to be righteous men. Being a righteous man means being in line and in tune with yourself as a man. Men have to communicate their feelings and emotions with women for both parties involved to succeed. No one can do this alone. We all need each other to live and enjoy life as we are supposed to. Being a righteous man or woman means doing what is right in your heart and being true to yourself first before you start trying to make a woman or man become submissive to your will. It is never a good idea to force your agenda on others simply because it doesn't work. Plus, doing this will make the person you are trying to control end up doing the opposite and pull away from you, which you don't want.
It's not the future you're afraid of. It's repeating the past that makes you anxious. (Unknown) This quote is so accurate for me in so many ways because I know for a fact that I am afraid of the future, and I am afraid of the current state of the world, along with a whole list of other things. The question now is, what am I going to do about it? Do I choose to stay in that anxious place of the unknown, or do I fight my way through it and still spread as much love as possible to the world and others close to me.