I am a woman on fire for the love of life and being able to reach one life at a time through my words. If I can reach one then I can teach one the art of healing one's self from the inside out all mentaly
A lot of things broke my heart but fixed my vision. (@hollyhoodbaybay) There are so many things that can and do break our hearts and minds, but the real question is, what exactly are we doing to fix this problem? Do we know how to recognize when we have given our inner power over someone else?
Don’t Be Afraid
Try again, love again, live and dream again to get back up. We all have issues with trying again with others, and being able to let go of all the negativity surrounding others is hard to handle. Some people will often come around you just to steal some of your positive energy, and the trick to handling these kinds of people is to simply remove yourself from them. If you are in a relationship with this kind of person, it will be even more challenging because you have emotional attachments to this person, so breaking away cleanly is not going to happen, but it can be done. Being at peace with yourself first is the best thing you can do for yourself and others in your inner circle.
A Love Story All Its Own Part Five
To be honest, I only heard half of what he was talking about because my inner sex started to get moist, and I couldn't sit still for long, so I excused myself from the table and went to the ladies' room. As I sit in the ladies' room, I hear two women talking about M. P. C. They were talking about him in ways that I didn't even know were possible when it came to men and women. I mean, these ladies were talking like that had fucked him a time or two, and this started to piss me off because if M. P. C did have sex with these ladies, I already knew that I was way out of my ledge. At this point, I am just going to play him close and be as open and honest about myself and my intentions with him, and I just hope he feels the same way.
A Love Story All Its Own Part Four
Then again, I might just call him to cancel our date. Girl, stop it. You are not going to cancel this date, and you have been fantasizing about this man for years, and now all of a sudden, you want to get all weird and shit; you know that you deserve all the love this man can give you. I had to face my fears because I never knew what real love was like. I mean, I knew for years what not having someone love you the right way is like, but to be able to receive that same amount of love back terrifies the shit out of me.
A Love Story All Its Own Part Three
Are you asking me out on a date? She said. I assume that you could spend your time with your friends or something. M. P. C just looked at her and smiled, and before she knew what was happening, he kissed her long and passionately.
So many times in my life, I looked back on people in that time in my space, and sometimes I wonder what happened to some of them; I mean, not that it really matters to me now anyway! I can’t even begin to count all the times that I have tried with others only to realize later that they were never meant to try hard with me in the first place. I have always known that I was worth fighting for, but others just wanted to take advantage of me for their own personal gains.
A LOVE STORY ALL ITS OWN
The pros and cons of the Phoenix and MPC Self tends to get in the way of who we really are at times. Phoenix always believed in love, but she still had some serious issues that needed to be resolved. Self did put up a fight, but Phoenix changed all that. Phoenix didn’t mentally kill herself, but she just put her in a mental box and closed it with a lock and key.
My problem is I hear what you are saying, but I see how you are moving. The average person can say loads of beautiful words, but I am looking at how you move with those words. You can not just say things and then expect me to go along with what you say when your actions do not align with your words.
I am too loyal and too focused to be losing or be hopeless. (2Pac) This quote is how I feel at the current stage of my life. I know for a fact that I have been too loyal to the wrong people for years, and then when I need a hand up, not a handout, there is a difference others want to act like I never did a positive thing for them and then they leave me with the broken pieces to fix on my own. That’s okay because all you did was show me that I didn’t need you in my life in the first place. Now you are the one that is acting funny and wired towards me for no reason at all, and this is okay because what you also forgot to consider was that you were allowed in my space and I was the one that allowed you to be there because I thought that we were on the same page. After all, I wanted you to be there, not because I needed you to be.