Kimmiekins4
Bio
I am a very creative person. I love reading, writing, listening to music, watching movies and shows. Writing has always been a way for me to express my feelings and thoughts. I'm excited to write some of my stories here on Vocal.
Stories (69/0)
I Spent Thanksgiving Alone
"This one year, it was more than necessary to show myself I wasn't alone even when it was just me, myself, and I." I want to preface that I don't recommend this to everyone, you know yourself best. Holiday's can bring up a lot of emotions, and if you aren't in the right headspace to be by yourself please make sure that you reach out to someone. You are not alone, and your feelings are valid. That being said this is how my first ever Thanksgiving alone went.
By Kimmiekins42 years ago in Confessions
- Top Story - November 2021
I fear happinessTop Story - November 2021
"Happiness is not out there, it's in you." As I've grown older I begin to realize many things about myself, but one I hadn't yet realized was my fear to be happy. I suppose in my subconscious mind I had always known, but it's now made its way to the forefront. I was watching a video on Youtube titled "Why I am afraid to be happy." by Kari Morton. If you have time I would definitely go and watch it, really gets you thinking.
By Kimmiekins42 years ago in Confessions
Don’t be scared of your 30s
"Thirty, flirty and thriving." The movie "13 going on 30" came out in 2004, I was 17 years old. At the time I thought 30 was so far away, but looking back time really flew by. I figured I would be a dinosaur by the time I reached that age. Society has a way of making you believe that by the time you hit 30 your life is basically over if you don't have it all together. In this day and age that just isn't true.
By Kimmiekins42 years ago in Humans
Getting back into working out
"It's okay not to be okay all of the time." I've never been an athlete, sports were never something I was good at. But back in 2015 I went on a fitness journey that ended up making me fall in love with working out. For 3 years I was in the best shape of my life, until the end of 2017 when I had slowly cut back on exercise and began experiencing panic attacks. For a while I kept trying to workout as I knew it would help my anxiety and depression.
By Kimmiekins43 years ago in Motivation
What I realized once I deleted Facebook.
I made the transition from Myspace to Facebook in 2009 for one reason and one reason only, Farmtown. Just thinking back to those times is weird considering how much has changed since then. None of us knew then how rapidly social media would grow, and how it would change our lives forever.
By Kimmiekins43 years ago in Confessions
Thank you Vocal
I wanted to make a post to specifically thank Vocal for their site, and sparking a fire in me to give writing a try. I am not a professional writer, and quite honestly don't have the most writing experience other than journaling and some unfinished fan fictions that never made it to the internet. But I've always had this desire to write, even if I am not that great at it.
By Kimmiekins43 years ago in Journal
My Favorite Emo bands of 2021
The first band I have choose is Unwell. I actually discovered them on Tiktok when lead singer Matt Copley did a Punk Rock cover of "Defying Gravity" from the Broadway Musical "Wicked." They also have a wonderful cover of Fast Car, which I have listened to a million times I feel. Aside from covers they have an EP out called New Moons and all the songs are great! They are worth checking out I have left a link above to their Instagram.
By Kimmiekins43 years ago in Beat
My Top 10 Favorite Olsen Twin Movies
Now that all things 90s and 00s is making its way back around with the younger generation, Olsen Twins fan accounts have been popping up on my social media feeds more than ever before. The twins aren't much older than myself so I grew up watching their rise to fame. I remember I got mistaken for one of them once in Las Vegas, best day ever. I thought back then that it would be so cool to live their life, but looking back now I don't think that I could have handled their work schedule. And they even have stated that they look back at photos and don't even feel connected to their childhood.
By Kimmiekins43 years ago in Geeks
Down The Rabbit Hole: A Must Read
If you were of a certian age in 2005, you most likely have atleast heard of the TV show "The Girls Next Door." I was 18 at the time and obsessed with this show, the glamours life style, I wanted to be apart of that world one day. I remember wanting to have my 21st birthday party in Vegas at the Palms because of this show. Of course that didnt happen, but I am happy to say a couple of years ago I was finally able to stay there, and I loved it. Up until I ran across Holly's Youtube channel I hadn't watched or thought about this show since 2008. It's been a trend on Youtube recently for stars of these shows to go back and react to the episodes and explain how they were feeling and what was going on. I am all for it, as I love knowing any behind the scenes details about shows I love.
By Kimmiekins43 years ago in Filthy
Having a Rough Time
I just needed to vent on here. I am hoping that this post can help someone or they can at least relate. Recently my panic and anxiety has come back with a vengance. I feel greatful to atleast know this is what is going on with my body, but it doesnt make things any less scary. Or frustrating for that matter. I know healing isn't liner, and I am trying to accept my bad days but its so hard to do sometimes. I am on vacation from work, even though its really just a staycation. Being away from work has helped a little bit, but not as much as I had hoped.
By Kimmiekins43 years ago in Psyche
After Movie Series
If you are a fan of One Direction, specifically Harry Styles, than you've probably known of the After series since it was a fan fiction on Wattpad. A friend of mine told me about the fanfiction being turned into a movie a few years before the movie came out. I never got a chance to read the story in its original version on Wattpad, but I wish I had. I didn't pay much attention to anything about the series until the first movie came out on Netflix in 2019.
By Kimmiekins43 years ago in Futurism