Bad Depression
Hi. Many unexpected things have happened since my last post. So, want to let you know about it! First.. I got really bad depression again which messed up my boundaries and emotions. So, right now, my emotions seem to have reached a block wall which I think is the wall of depression, with no place else to go. So, my emotions feel stucked there and I feel helpless about it. They have been stuck there for a few days already, which made my depression worse. Imagine having a wall of depression plus these stuck up emotions and being helpless about them like you have no energy to remove them. That's how I feel now. :( They seem to be far beyond my reach now, which just makes it harder for me to grasp and be in control of them. That is probably the reason why on the back of my mind when I was sleeping, I was having these visions that I was lost in a city, not knowing where I was..