Ms. Rodwell
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call her a pseudonym or a catfish, but she'll persist in her pursuit of fabulousness
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after the storm
October 5th, 2022 Mercury is not in retrograde anymore and communication has improved; and Libra season began a while ago, meaning it’s time to be more diplomatic. I’m sorry for my previous entries full of rants and meltdowns - it’s truly been tough. I somehow still feel the need to keep on disclaiming: this journal is mostly, if not entirely, about love. I don’t know why, but this strong feeling just really seems to dominate my thoughts.
By Ms. Rodwell2 years ago in Journal
dealing with pain
September 20th, 2022 I probably say this a lot, but I had never felt pain so strong. The pain of letting go encircled me in the past days, from all sides. My mom, my good friends, my boyfriend. So, I’m gonna go ahead and give my usual disclaimer: this is about love.
By Ms. Rodwell2 years ago in Confessions
cause of death: broken heart
September 14th, 2022 Today was the first day of my newly opened relationship. If you’ve been following my journal, you’ll understand how we got here. I wrote about sleeping with other people and lack of trust, and about how the feeling of feeling first love again is persuasive. And yes, this entry will also be about my love life. Deal with it.
By Ms. Rodwell2 years ago in Filthy
an okay saturday
September 3rd, 2022 It’s been a happy day so far. I’m lying in bed and there are clouds in the sky, occasionally blocking the Sun and introducing the cooling shade of soon to be Autumn, my favorite season. The dark and orange tones of this time of the year soothe me. The sunsets are mesmerizing and the days are both warm and cold.
By Ms. Rodwell2 years ago in Confessions
remind me to remember
August 30th, 2022 Back in the early 90’s, my parents were determined to have a second kid. After having my sister in the late 80’s, they thought they were ready to take the challenge of child number 2. Years of unsuccessful attempts followed; and they had almost given up.
By Ms. Rodwell2 years ago in Confessions
sleeping with other people
August 28th, 2022 In three months, I will have been in my first serious, monogamous relationship for four years. I discovered there was a lot I didn’t know about myself, and I definitely underestimated the impact that it would have on my development as a person. I knew this life-changing experience would uncover hidden spots of my personality, but this knowledge was rational at the time. Now, having been through it, I have a better sense of who I am, who I want to be and who I might become.
By Ms. Rodwell2 years ago in Filthy
office friends
August 22nd, 2022 Some days I just wish to run away and be gone for a week or two. Take the train and go somewhere south, where the people are warmer. I’d wear a wig and put some makeup on, and even hide behind big sunglasses that cover half my face; just for the fantasy. And if anyone asked for my name, I’d answer: Penelope.
By Ms. Rodwell2 years ago in Confessions