Amourè Deezyy
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Unorthodox woman creating soul-feeding content for great people who are connecting with themselves.
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When My Mirror Spoke
As I cried and let tears rush down to my chin, snot ran down to my upper lip enough for me to taste, lifting my head upright in front of the mirror staring into my own eyes like a beaten puppy. My mirror spoke to me one day, a day I was not aware of my power and potential, a day where I chose to wallow in self-pity and absorb the limited beliefs instilled in me. But looking into my own eyes, seeing my own body a vessel I was blessed to navigate however I chose. I had taken advantage of myself, my body, and my tenderness. I allowed myself to prioritize people and places over my being at times. Looking into this mirror created tension in my throat holding my tears in my throat. I felt shame and defeat I thought I had let myself down my inner child curling, ready to take a nap as a defense mechanism. But then I heard a pitched ringing it was coming from the mirror vibrating, a bright light shadowing the mirror as if I activated Dr. Stranges' portal. My mirror spoke to me it said,
By Amourè Deezyy2 years ago in Poets
5 Boundaries To Set With Family.
A family by definition is a social group made up of parents and their children, people who come from the same ancestor, or a group of people living together. What does this say to an everyday teen or adult having troubles with their relationships with their parents?
By Amourè Deezyy2 years ago in Humans
What time is it?
The sound of this clock ticked at an annoying pace, every time Sherline glanced she could only see the big hand of the clock beside the broken TV in her hospital room she lived in Seattle her companion she had was her cat Mimi who could not walk her through chemotherapy. Her long-distance boyfriend she has never met in person, they skype and facetime from time to time, she always finds an excuse of why she never could see him on camera. Once on Valentine, she decided to purchase a cherry-colored wig with a bang and stayed on the camera for an hour before claiming her phone lost power. The two made various attempts to see one another. The previous summer Sherline visited her grandmother in Cincinnati who died of chemo last year. *Sighs*Sherline whispered to herself, I miss her dearly.
By Amourè Deezyy2 years ago in Fiction
Codependency Made Me Do It
Everyone talks about how empowering it is to be independent, and I have yet to hear someone talk about why independence is so rewarding in relationships. I'm here to disrupt the pattern by giving you my perspective of codependency through the lens of an entrepreneur in her 20's. As teens, we all have made questionable decisions, especially in love.
By Amourè Deezyy2 years ago in Confessions
Insomnia Cookies
New years hardly feel new when your sleep cycle is imbalanced working we often forget to treat ourselves to one of the best gifts on this planet. Sleep is the greatest gift on this planet aside from the awesomeness of knowing that half of the population is probably sleeping at the same time, sleep gives us the energy we need to be great.
By Amourè Deezyy2 years ago in Longevity
Walk in this journey.
I must confess that least of my priorities last year was myself, Sound's sad must admit it is. I could list several repercussions I met as my days began to feel longer and more excruciating. My pain measured through tears, negative thoughts, and restless nights. But with optimism in my gut, I turned within to know myself more. My inner child cried and laughed with me for hours at a time in an empty public park as I wrote down all the goals I wanted to achieve in 2022. My ego resented my decision to be cliche to write my goals down as if I was a kid again. But my higher self pushed me to exceed any expectation I had before. I felt my ego making the practice more difficult for me, convincing me to overthink what should be on the paper. "You need realistic goals this time." I thought to myself. But I realized that my goals are only as realistic as I make them this year. I am not expecting to win a grammy this year, so all is possible! I began to list my paper with many categories, Family, Travel, Health, Wealth, Self. I then wrote many things that I desired to achieve within these categories. I wrote thing's like, "Spend more time with family.", "Meditate every rising.", "Make new connections.", "Sign up for pole class" "Appreciate life more than last year." "Purchase your first apartment." and"Share your stories." Simple things that I neglected that I knew meant the world to me in a single moment, but went without as a sacrifice for others or to save me time, money, or energy things I wasted anyways, Done playing myself small, time to conquer the small things to become great, to become closer and more knowledgable about myself and my true potential which I assume is more than other or even I can imagine for myself. I took myself to the park as my first stepping stone towards my self-love journey in itself. Taking myself on a date full of peace and serenity to clarify what this year should look like for me, I was able to hear myself give actual good advice. My body chilled in goosebumps as I wrote, My body wants me to focus on my nutrition and health, months of losing myself because of my recent plaque psoriasis flares. I knew that since the pandemic working at home caused my sun deficiency, my lack of nutrition caused my immune system to decline. My body needed more rest after going to sleep so late at night I asked myself did I stop valuing nap time? But then I thought about how free, joyful, and energized I used to be as a kid in kindergarten and desired nothing more but that feeling. So I also wrote these things down and visualized myself doing them. I could only feel my vibration elevate as I became overwhelmed in gratitude. After my practice, I began to read my goals back to myself as I cried in joy and a sense of anxiety as I had just vowed to myself that I would fully commit to myself and my goals. How would I look at myself again if I did not do my best to achieve these goals? Achieving them isn't everything to me, but doing my best with everything I want for myself. I trust myself in this journey, planning to enjoy everything. Looking back, I sensed that my plans had something missing, I was not quite sure at first what it was missing, but then it came to me FEAR, fear was missing, I couldn't be fearful of anything I put on the paper that brought me joy. Anyone who struggles with committing to yourself you will be successful, believe it for yourself. Everything you need is within you & it is never the destination it is the journey!
By Amourè Deezyy2 years ago in Confessions
Enchanted Casey
I woke up in the middle of a dark cold room, with the smell of drywall and an overwhelming stench of blood once again, I open my eyes only to see the dark, pitch-black room catches a glimpse of light from the slot that opens to the left when a tray full of stale mysterious food I force myself to eat comes shooting. I always hear footsteps walking past and the sound of the guards snapping fingers, whistling, and rattling keys.
By Amourè Deezyy2 years ago in Fiction
Starting From Scratch
When making any signature dishes for a cookout everyone at the cookout wants to know if it’s made from scratch? Who made the macaroni? Who made the potato salad, was it made from scratch? Why do so many people care if it’s from a box or can? Did we ever wonder why so many people don’t cook from scratch? Why do we depend on mothers, aunties, and grandmas to start from scratch? Why don’t we expect the brothers, sisters, cousins, and kids to cook from scratch?
By Amourè Deezyy2 years ago in Motivation
Home Alone
Having a complicated relationship with Home. People say it's where the heart is, meaning no matter who you are with or where you are in the world, the home will always have the deepest emotional pull. It is the place where you should have a foundation of love, warmth, and happy memories. It may not always be the environment itself, but being near your loved ones is what your heart desires sometimes.
By Amourè Deezyy2 years ago in Confessions
NO FEARS COUNTDOWN
Every New Year we've attested that we will instill new things, habits, and outlooks. But in the same breathe continue throughout the year making excuses for what we believe we cannot achieve, It feels so much easier said than done. We cannot continue to tolerate the ego weighing us down another year. So let us do a countdown of what has to go first and then apply before 2023 is over.
By Amourè Deezyy2 years ago in Longevity
Lucky 777
I have been a lucky racehorse for almost my entire life. constantly being conditioned to endure more and more. while assuming it equates to strength, focus, and success. Being a lucky racehorse goes deeper than being the winner. I realized that I haven’t been lucky at all; that's just how others perceive it when they benefit from my winnings. People rely on me more than I rely on myself. Every race isn't the same and how I execute the race changes each time.
By Amourè Deezyy2 years ago in Longevity