Family
I’m sorry Mommy
Your Mother’s Day has been ripped apart and I will never know how to mend your heart. The secret hell that I was living in now considers you a friend. There are so many things I wish I said before that day. I never wanted you to find out that way. I always will hope and wish for our life to never be like this.
By Vanessa Dolce4 years ago in Confessions
Tell Your Mom How Much She Means to You
Happy Mother's Day Mom!! For me, every day is mother's day, Every day I think of the ways to make my mom happy, Every day, I love my mom more, she is the inspiration behind all my efforts, all my hard work, my all the successes are for you, you got all the credit for this.
By Harsh Jain4 years ago in Confessions
Why I Can't Cry Like The Other Girls
Mom, The only way I can tell you the truth about how you make me feel, is with letters on a page. This way you can't scream at me, cut me off, call me a little shit or an idiot, and wish me ill. This way, you are quiet. This way, you have to hear me.
By Jessica Berkmen4 years ago in Confessions
My Journey In Homeschooling
Hello, I am a mom to two small children that recently started homeschooling. And out of those two wonders of the world that I created one of them has special needs and the other with sensory issues. Which we all know have have its up and downs. Before this day, they were like any small children and I will send them off every morning to public school.
By Jazmin del Valle 4 years ago in Confessions
I’m sorry mom.
Hey mom… I am so sorry I wasn’t the “best kid” in the world. I have done a lot of bad things. I have also said the most heartbreaking things to you and other people in my life. I believe that we all say and do “stupid things” when we are young. But what about the things we didn’t say or wish we did say?
By Rebecca Shikany4 years ago in Confessions
Dear Mum
Dear mum I couldn’t ever tell you this no matter how much I want to or need to. You were my best friend in the whole world the only person I felt comfortable all the time with the only person I could willingly tell everything without being judged and it’s hard because I’ve never been able to tell you and I can’t unfortunately…
By Miya 4 years ago in Confessions
Daughter's Confession
Hey mom, I never told you this before but I hated you. That is probably the most perdictable and untrue thing I have ever said; but I can't help the way I feel. When I told you that your first husband tried to do stuff with me, you brushed me off. I was 12. When I told you that your second husband did do things with me, you didn't believe me either. I ran away, I ran away from you and everything that you represented. I was 16, and I started drinking, drinking heavier than I probably should have. I experimented with substances, that now I am so glad I never got addicted to. I hated you for a very long time, even after I got pregnant at 17, even after all the help you offered me and your grandchild. I hated you because you were still with him, and I despised the fact that you loved him more than me. I wanted to scream, I wanted to cry, I wanted to die. Everything that led me to the decision of death, I blamed you for. In my ignorance, I put all that blame on you, never me or your husbands. As I got older and had more children, and then had to go through the traumatic events of my own daughter having to go through what I went through, I was horrified, and I finally hated myself. I couldn't protect her from that pain and the innocence that she lost. It made me wonder what I put you through all those years. I never told you how I felt about you, but I now believe you felt it on some level. I am so sorry for everything I put you through, everything you have suffered alone and in silence. I hope in the future we can become as close as we used to be, I want that for us. I want to feel your love and acceptance again. I want to show you how I have grown up, how I have learned over all the hardships in my life. I want to show you I have found everlasting love, which you would think would make me better at writing romance novels; but I still suck. I want you to see your grandchildren grow up, and to love them as much as I do. Confessing a secret is always hard, it is even harder when you confess to their face, and I have always been better at communicating through writing. Keeping secrets is always a huge weight pressing down on you, as if you might collapse from the pressure. I even had a heart attack because of everything I like to keep bottled up inside. It was the worst experience I have ever been through and I never want to go through it again. Life is hard, and you have to get through so many difficulties and obstacles to get where you want to be in life. I am still going through a lot of obstacles to get where I want to be, but I am glad you are still by my side through it all. Never giving up on me, always loving me. I regret that I haven't told you any of this sooner, maybe we could have repaired what was broken before and all the tragedies I suffered could have been avoided. Maybe the future would have been different, maybe not, but now we have to live with the decisions we have made in the past. There are a few I would like to change, but right now, I am happy. And that's all a girl like me can hope for.
By Taylor Michelle4 years ago in Confessions
Dear Mom,
Dear Mom, Have you ever wondered, “Why me?” Have you ever felt so down and out, broken and bruised, that you uttered such pitiful words? Well, I’m not proud of it, but I have. Now I have an idea. Let’s take “Why me?” and make a case for it. Let me answer my own question, prove myself in; into the equation, into the world. Let’s make a case for why “me” is good. Why all of it, life is good. For me, that starts with you, for you are my mother.
By Jessica Wolf4 years ago in Confessions
Hey Mom
Hey Mom. I never told you this before, but... man I don't even know how to start or where to begin. I wish I had all the strength to say this in a different way, except I can't and I don't have the strength. I can't sit and face you, I don't know if I ever will be able to after this. It started off like any other day. For some people, they can remember the exact day and time. They can tell you that it was a Tuesday at 6:05 am when it happened to them. For me? I couldn't tell you anything about what day it was. The day I came to realization and finally acceptance about what had gone on between us.
By Yaseen4 years ago in Confessions
Dear Mom, This letter is not for you.
Dear Mom, It is because of you that I will be an amazing mom. Not because you were “the best mom ever.” Not because you were an addict, abusive, or mean, but because of your absence, your inability to have the hard conversations, or hear me.
By Krystin DuCharme4 years ago in Confessions
Confessions of a Suicide
Dear mom; There is something I’ve always wanted to tell you and I couldn’t. I think a part of you knew but I’m not sure how big that part is. Mom you saved my life; I was going on a really hard path my depression was eating me like maggots to flesh. I just couldn’t fight it anymore in the end I was about to give up my life. Suicide has been something that I’ve contemplated and have attempted multiple times. Though this time was different because no one had any idea that I was doing that bad. I could still remember The day as if it was yesterday and I think I will be old and gray with wrinkles in my skin and you’ll be long gone but I will still remember this. I have a Grim Reaper tattoo on my arm with a number 13 on it. This represents the first time I tried to kill myself. I was just a child I didn’t know how important life could be or how important I could be to others. Every day would just drag on and I honestly just wanted it to be over. Growing up I idolized you I’ve always wanted to to be like you. To be half the woman that you are would be a blessing. As a woman now I remember that a lot of girls say that about their mom. For me this was different I seen how you hustled how you made sure that nothing was ever needed in my life. You were the firm hand and the best friend Mom simply you’re a bad ass. On top of that to have your perseverance and your kind heart I’d give anything for it. The day I was going to kill myself my letters were written my choice of how I was going to do it was laid out in front of me and that was going to be the end. I don’t know how but it’s like you knew it’s like you had a mom vision because you called me and you were just checking on me. You made me laugh and you told me that you love me it’s not something that we do all the time because I’m not mushy but the sentiment is always there. As I sat there pills in hand I went back to being a child. Just a little girl that wanted her mom you saved me and you didn’t even know it. To you it was just a Tuesday to me it was gonna be my last Tuesday. So thank you for being the mom that I always wanted and needed throughout my life I may have rebelled as a teenager. I know that I wasn’t always the easiest and I was your only child. You had no idea what to do with me. You were only 20 years old when you had me you were still in school. You were in a toxic relationship that was bringing you down and you still rose up from it all. For me at 20 I barely was keeping my head above water and you rose above in a way that I respected the hell out of you. To top it off when you had me you were all alone and that’s a scary thought at 20. For you to go through that and I’ve already been 20 and I know I couldn’t have done half of the things that you’ve done throughout my life . So now growing older as I am our relationship is the coolest thing that I could ever ask for. So many people are jealous of it because I tell you everything but I didn’t tell you this. How bad I was doing and how easily you could’ve lost me. You have no idea how much I owe you and how much you appreciate it. The love and respect that I have for you now will never be overturned.
By Marissa DeShields4 years ago in Confessions
