Hey Mom. I never told you this before, but... man I don't even know how to start or where to begin. I wish I had all the strength to say this in a different way, except I can't and I don't have the strength. I can't sit and face you, I don't know if I ever will be able to after this. It started off like any other day. For some people, they can remember the exact day and time. They can tell you that it was a Tuesday at 6:05 am when it happened to them. For me? I couldn't tell you anything about what day it was. The day I came to realization and finally acceptance about what had gone on between us.