Embarrassment
The Fireworks Exploded Love
I had party for New Year's, I was pretty excited considering there was a boy I was looking forward to seeing going to be there. Well... it's more complicated than it is. You see, we dated for a couple months then broke up and now we are just on and off.
By Kodah3 years ago in Confessions
Leave the past behind: A guide to moving on and finding happiness.
There are no written guidelines on how to survive. Sometimes I really believe it, that I am going to save my life. I didn’t realize how suffocating that house could be until I left. All of the doors look like me leaving. I hate how everyone expects me to bounce back like that is so easy. It’s not that simple. Dealing with everything at once can feel overwelming. Many people assume I’m fine so they don’t ask anymore. It’s like I have to put on a happy face for everyone around me even when I am not okay. It’s hard.
By Nat 3 years ago in Confessions
Anxiety Sucks
Everyday I wake up never knowing what the day is going to look like. Is today going to be a good and productive day, or will today be another day fighting my thoughts and irrational fears? Most days I am okay, as I have been better at managing things. Others are so bad just doing one small thing takes the most out of me. Ever since the pandemic I've gotten really bad agoraphobia and only leave the house when I have to, or feel like I can. The amount of self talk that I have to do sometimes is crazy to me, but I keep trying anyway.
By Kimmiekins43 years ago in Confessions
Friendship Breakups
Friendship breakups, do you think they are easier or harder to deal with than romantic breakups? I feel like this topic is rarely discussed, and since I just recently went through one of a friend of 25 years I wanted to weigh in on the topic. In our society we put so much emphasis on how hard romantic relationships are to maintain, and how hard they are to get over. In my opinion friendships are just the same if not harder to maintain and get over.
By Kimmiekins43 years ago in Confessions
Besiktas
Beşiktaş is a professional sports club based in Istanbul, Turkey. The full name of the club is Beşiktaş Jimnastik Kulübü. The club was founded in 1903 and is one of the oldest sports clubs in Turkey. Beşiktaş has a rich history and is known for its success in various sports, particularly football.
By Mahrus 3 years ago in Confessions
first love - notes i wrote in my diary 5 years ago when i was 17. Content Warning.
Am I in love ?? It’s so scary to be in love I don’t know if he loves me. He doesn’t even know how happy I get when I see him, my heart genuinely starts beating so fast and my eyes glow, he’s even told me they do.
By justalilpeachy 3 years ago in Confessions
yeah i’m a bit of a hopeless romantic…. Content Warning.
Yeah I’m a bit of a hopeless romantic Do u know how badly I wanna write someone a cute love letter every week with a bunch of lipstick kisses on it & buy anniversary gifts for them and wrap them up in cute bows and make pretty cards and play with their hair for hours at a time while listening to them babble about something they’re so interested about while I admire the way their eyes twinkle when they talk about it and go lie in the grass with them in the dark and count all the stars until we get tired and I get to sleep on his chest and go on a cute picnic with someone where I bring hand picked vegetables from my garden & bake sugar cookies and pick out flowers and put them in their hair while they lie in my lap and listen to me talk for hours and watch all their favourite shows with them just because they like them and complimenting them when they look cute and seeing their smile lines show up and going on long long walks where we act like children and run around stupid while he chases me down and catches me and go grocery shopping with him where we spend so much time trying to pick out the perfect watermelon and sitting on top of a hilly area and watching the sunset while we talk about our life stories and going to the carnival during the evening where we go on the Ferris wheel together and going hiking where we hold hands and make sure none of us fall and going out to eat at a beautiful restaurant with a beautiful oceanfront view and also having cute dates at home where we both learn to cook something new and fail miserably so we settle for bagel bites & binge watch all his favourite movies only because I love seeing him happy
By justalilpeachy 3 years ago in Confessions
7 Years of Bad Luck
The day I met him I broke a mirror. I should have known it wasn't going to end well. After seven years I finally waked away. I finally took him off the pedestal and his fall from grace looks great from this point of view. I gave him all the best of me. I wasn't surprised how we ended but that doesn't mean that it didn't hurt. The love wa there but that didn't really change anything. It didn't save anyone. There were just too many forces against us but it still didn't matter that the love was there. When he told me that being in love felt like a job, not something he really wanted, just something you have to do, a part of me broke.
By Nat 3 years ago in Confessions
