A Pursuer of Wellness
Nomyo ho renge kyo
The Hit in the Face Seen Around the World
I know I’ve said I wouldn’t be doing a lot of these gossip type of pieces moving forward. However, this is something I have to say something about. I obviously don’t know anyone involved in this situation so everything I have to say is simply my opinion so take from this what you want.
This isn’t where I thought I would ever take my brand when I first started. Never did I think I would bring in just one person, let alone have a threesome on camera. But here we are, waiting for our third party to come in and bring more eyes to what is now our site.
Nothing much has changed from the last wild video we did with Jade. We’ve done a series of videos with her which have brought more than enough eyes and new subscribers to pay our bills and have money left over for the next several months. It’s an immense relief, yet I don’t feel whole. I don’t know why, but I don’t feel happy or even content. Why is this happening?
Only you have convinced me to shake things up with creating content. Before you, I’ve only felt safe to make content with me, myself, and I. This isn’t just as a means of safety but as a means of just having the control over everything I create for my brand. Any time another person is brought in everything changes. The profits have to be split, there has to be shared credit, everything just gets shaken up in a way I don’t always like but know I have to accept if I want to reach more subscribers.
Only Me: Creating Content
Even though the money was coming in on a consistent basis it didn’t mean I was rid of the fears and concerns over my living situation. Whether it was for my rent, for my food, or having the equipment I needed to work, I was always worried about getting by and what would happen if I didn’t have everything I needed. For these fears I was in this line of work, despite always saying it was something I would never do.
Day One of Finding Peace With Bipolar 2 Disorder
So I’ve been diagnosed with Bipolar 2 Disorder very recently and while it’s explained many different things about why I do and say much of the things I do and explains the mood swings I have, it has also been difficult because now I’m in the stage where I now have to learn how to manage what I’m dealing with here. My experience isn’t everyone else’s experience, let me say this upfront. What works for me won’t work for everyone else. Some people needs meds, others choose not to go that path. What I say here is not to tell people how they should go about their treatment for their mental health, but simply to share my experience and maybe help others who might be dealing with the same things I’m experiencing.
Hidden Gems of the Publishing World
How is it that Nicolas Sparks has been able to have this huge career with his romance novels, movies made from these novels, and sales that are through the roof while prolific authors like Kristen Proby do get nearly as much attention despite being a best-selling author? Well we’re about to get into my theories as to why. First, let’s talk about Kristen Proby.
Why I Won't Be Writing About Johnny Depp and Amber Heard Anymore
Anyone who has been keeping up with my body of work on Vocal will know that a number of what I’ve written have been pieces about Johnny Depp and Amber Heard and the thoughts I’ve had about that entire saga. If I’m being Frank it’s made up a large number of my readings. Which has been both a blessing and a curse. Gossip sells and sells well depending on how soon you catch it.
Is Johnny Depp Getting The Comeback He Needs?
So Johnny Depp seems to be having a stroke of good luck with the announcement of the new film he will be starring in. The film will about King Louis XV, who reigned for fifty nine years. He was also nicknamed Louis The Beloved, even though he at the time his reign ended he wasn’t seen to be a popular King because of the accusations of his corruption. A title for this film hasn’t been shared, nor has the plot for the film been shared or spoken about. All that has been reported is that Johnny Depp will star in this leading role, the film will likely take three months to film in France starting next summer, and it is a much needed film for Johnny Depp given all of the controversy that has surrounded him the last few years.
Remembering Our Last Golden Girl
I think it goes without saying that despite her age of ninety-nine, everyone was shocked by the death of Betty White on New Year’s Eve. Given how long her career has spanned through her work on television and movies, along with her animal activism work, it’s safe to say those who loved her believed she would somehow just live forever, or that she would at least live to see her one hundredth birthday. However, this isn’t what happened. We did lose Betty White on New Year’s Eve, and what we have are the warm memories of Betty White coming into our homes and more or less becoming a member of our families.