Bonnie JS Eglin
Bio
Looking for purpose ( Disabled- Not employed )
Write out my emotions! Let it flow as am compelled....
Hope to be inspired to write poetry( Song lyrics )
My Cat is my routine
Stories (35/0)
How do I find the courage, to go out into the 'REAL' word AGAIN? When Covid broke my protective shield
OH DO I TRY - Music for most of my life was my happiness, was my safe space "My alchemist" as my shield- my protectors (the musicians -instruments /vocals). I'd sing along to entire cds for hours- SHIFT ME TO HIGHER VIBES- Had my love, loyalty, MY HEART... But 9 years now THAT I rarely sing. And since Covid struck & affected my friends who HELD / created THAT "SHIELD", I feel I lost my safe space ... Will there ever be another?? NOW WHAT IS SAFE? WHO IS SAFE TO BE AROUND ANYMORE THESE DAYS?
By Bonnie JS Eglin2 years ago in Psyche
Why do we "NEED" Human Connection, Anyway? Why am I Clingy to those I DO manage to bond with?
I don't wanna feel. I don't wanna think. Don't wanna live for happiness that's just pretend. Wish I knew what life is for... Always longing for it to mean more than just existing to obey. Don't wanna live by what people say.
By Bonnie JS Eglin2 years ago in Psyche