But, what if it does work out?
She walks through Hell with a smile because she owns her demons.
Don't say why me, say try me.
If you can't beat the fear, do it scared.
You only live once? False. You live everyday.
When it's real love, you'll know.
My heart always knew what my mind wouldn't admit. It's crazy because I knew what I was thinking but it's like I wouldn't let myself think it. The sad truth is I was in a relationship. And what I didn't realize until later was that I had underlying feelings for someone else. It was weird because I knew what I was thinking deep down, but I couldn't admit it to myself because I felt guilty for having those thoughts when in a relationship. Even though the relationship wasn't great, I knew it wasn't right in human decency to fall for someone else. I've never been a person to hurt people. I've always been a people pleaser and always struggled with saying no. The situation I was in was my first relationship, and I got ahead of myself because at first I was surprised someone liked me and I was in sort of a honey moon phase. After awhile though I realized that something was missing and I wasn't getting everything I wanted and needed from that person. And sometimes the way I was treated didn't feel right and there were times when I knew it wasn't right.
The Best Part of me is You
I want to lay in bed holding your hand, as we laugh uncontrollably at a Madea movie playing on tv. I want to crack jokes with you and watch your eyes light with pure joy. I want your laugh, your voice to be the only sound that echos in my heart repeatedly.
My Favorite Quotes
Quotes have always been a major part of my life. When I was younger I would spend hours on google images just reading quotes. They were usually inspirational, motivating, thought-provoking quotes. I would search all kinds. I would save them to whatever device I was on. I don't know why this hobby of mine started, but I've always been fascinated by how people can come up with a short blurb that has potential to change your perspective on life.