Wasted Love
30 Poetry and Prose Excerpts
‘Wasted Love' is a collection of poetry and prose about the different types of romantic love and heartbreak. It encompasses an array of feelings and thoughts in a relatable yet awe-filled way.
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Part One - Pretty Poison
1. Cracked Ribs
I love him
Are three words
I’ve always said truthfully
But always in pain
I’ve always felt the ache
Of my cracked ribs as
I breathed the words
And always tasted
The blood in my mouth
From my broken heart
2. Haunting
His ghost doesn’t just haunt me
It keeps me company
3. Consuming
I still remember how I loved you
I loved you so intensely it consumed me
The sun and the moon, sunrises and sunsets
Smiles and rivers, wilting flowers and sleepless nights
Everything I ever saw was just poems trying to
Find a way to describe what you meant to me
(Everything)
Now I look at you and am reminded of
Innocence and naivety
Young love and hopeless daydreams
Insecurities and crushed spirits
I don’t love you anymore but
I will always remember how
The heartbreak you handed me
Moulded me and made me into
What I am today
-Loveless
4. Sinking
I fell in love with
Your voice just like
The sailors were drawn
To the siren’s singing
And I don’t think
You intentionally
Wrecked me but
I sunk just the same
5. Glue
I was taken apart
By another boy and
It only made me
Long for you more
I want you to
Put me back together
But you’ve used all your glue
Making sure she stays
Part Two - Hopeless Haven
6. Opposites Attract
Can it ever work out
When he’s everything
I could never be and
I’m everything he
Never wanted to be?
7. Flowers
The world turned
Again and again
Burying me in darkness and
Showering me with sunshine
I held hands so tightly and
Let others slip from my grasp
And you…
You evaporated into the air
And appeared again beside me
I looked to you for
Familiarity but
That’s all you were
The past and the
Unchanging
I grew like a flower
Reaching for the sun
And you
You still look down
At the dying grass
Beneath you
8. Lost
I knew I couldn’t find
The world in your eyes
But I searched for it there
Just the same
9. Another Tragedy
You remind me of
All the chances I
Didn’t take
I look at you and
See the sun because
I wanted to fly closer
But I didn’t want
My wings to burn
I didn’t want to fall
(If you are the sun then
I am not Icarus)
10. A Synonym for Goodbye
You ran away
But darling
I did the same and
Two terrified people
Cannot make each other
Brave
If I could say
One last thing to you
It would be this
I understand
11. Happiness
Light and laughter
Illuminate you like
A moonlit night and
I can see you looking
Down at her like she
Is the moon itself and
All you’ve ever wanted to do
Is fly through space to reach her
But she is beside you and I’m glad
You didn’t have to defy gravity to find her
I’m glad she’s closer to you than
I could ever get
You are smiling at her and I realise
You breathe easier when she is near
And I know I used to adore you
But you look better with her
You look better when
You’re holding happiness
12. Moving On
I don’t know if you
Even remember me
But if you’re going to
Please remember me
As I am now:
Happy for you
Part Three - Reckless Falling
13. Perspectives
The world thought
He was black and white
Like a pen scribbling on paper
But she looked at him like
He was the night sky
With whole planets
Burning brightly
In a huge galaxy
14. Favourite Things
He reminded me of
The last day of school
Rain and Christmas morning
All at once
15. Fears
I know you are
Afraid to love
But I promise you
It is more terrifying
Not to
16. Just a Boy
They told me
He was just a boy
And I nearly believed them
I nearly believed that he was
Just another boy with a brick wall
Built to hide his heart
Just a boy with a carefree smile
And a laugh that sounded like joy
Just another boy who said my name
Like it meant something
But he is not just another boy
He is the last time I felt happiness
And the first time I felt safety in
Uncertainty and recklessness
He is the only time
Love felt like healing
He is not just a boy
He is the one that
Saved me
17. Shattered
Of course the fall
Shattered me but
It was still worth
The feeling of
Flying
18. Fireplace
I know you’re not quite
Sunshine on a rainy day
But maybe you’re a fireplace
And maybe that’s enough
19. Midnight Sky
I begged the stars every night
Not to take him away from me
But the only reply I ever got was
You’ve already lost him darling
20. Touching the Clouds
This falling
Is familiar and
Your eyes look like
Summer storms
I can feel the
Wind in my hair
When I don’t
Look away
I know you’re afraid
Of hitting the ground
(We all are)
But I promise you if
You don’t let go of my hand
We can stay in the air forever
Touching the clouds
Floating on breezes
-I think it’s called flying
Part Four - Clear Skies
21. Endless
The storm clouds have vanished but
Now there’s nothing to soften my fall
The sky is empty
Where did the earth go?
I can’t see the ground beneath me
I can’t see anything except for you
I don’t think it’s a bad thing
All I can feel is this airborne sensation
Clinging to the insides of my stomach
It feels familiar
A little like love
I can’t see any birds
Just the feathers on my wings
The blue is swirling around me
Comforting, endless
Maybe I’m not falling
I feel more like I’m flying
22. Star’s Space
The space between the stars
Is nothing compared to the distance
Between you and me
23. The Devils I Know
The sky is dark
The total opposite of your eyes
I don’t know if that’s a good thing
I don’t know if it’s better when
Everything reminds me of you
Or when nothing does
I don’t know if I’m sadder
When you seem close
And aren’t
Or when you seem far away
And are
24. September Smiles
You see me
And look away
Like I was just a
Smile in September
And a wave in winter
But I loved you through
All the seasons and
I love you now
Now that I have lost
Track of time and weather
And happiness and
Everything except
Thoughts of you
25. Smiles and Regrets
“I’m sorry”s pour from your mouth like poison
And I catch them all the while knowing
They’ll make my hands bleed but
My palms were already coated in dark red
From holding the pieces of my heart that
I left in your box labelled “maybe”
Don’t you understand?
Smiles mean more than regrets
And I see you handing them out
To everyone else as if
They are worth nothing
But your smile is worth
Everything to me
-Maybe that’s why
I feel worthless
26. Cages and Homes
He put me in a cage
Telling me it was a home
And I believed him because
He made me feel like
I was flying when
My feet never
Left the ground
27. Destruction’s Devotee
But the difference is
They were blanketed in fear
And you were wrapped in longing
But whilst they were scared of love
It wasn’t the thing you craved
You yearned for destruction
And all I wanted was
For you to want me
28. Naivety
And I heard that
Pride comes before
A fall
But you taught me
That naivety does
29. “Beautiful”
He’ll tell her she’s beautiful
And won’t bother explaining
That he just uses the word as
A synonym for breakable
Bonus Material
30. Crumbling Concrete
I once loved a boy who was a whirlwind of unrealistic expectations, never-ending daydreams and long nights surrounded by tearstained pillows. He was broken spirits and glistening eyes, fractured smiles and bleeding hearts. He was ruins and rubble and the end of the world as I knew it.
The next boy I loved was friendly laughter and short conversations shouted across classrooms. He was the moon and the stars and everything that you can only love from a distance. He was fading hope and disappearing happiness, cold ice and eye-contact with strangers. That boy was numbness and nostalgia and nearly something more.
The next boy I loved was teasing words and meaningless eyerolls. He was daring leaps and long falls, newfound light and shelter against a storm. He was real smiles and unexpectant comfort, distractions and a temporary painkiller.
The other boy I loved was plot twists and new beginnings. He was a home and a steady hand. He was clear skies that never showed signs of the looming storm. He was a broken heart and a sunset, healing and then the reopening of the wounds. He was safety and sadness all at once.
And then everything changed when I stopped loving the end of the world, nostalgia, fragile shelters and broken hearts. The next person I loved was myself. She was shattered and bruised, afraid of her own reflection. She was wilting flowers and dried up rivers, crumbling concrete and crossed out words. She was broken and I healed her. And now she is glimmering lakes and watered gardens, photos hung on walls and moonlight on late nights.
Now she is whole.
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Comments (23)
These poems grabbed my heart and stopped my breath, so beautiful, so nostalgic. They brought so much back. Thank you for sharing them with us Poppy <3
Wonderfully heartfelt and expressive. Congrats on the top story.
Some great verse in there and congratulations on your Top Story, well deserved
Congrats on the Top Story
Wonderful poem collection!!! Love this!!! Congratulations on T S too!!!❤️❤️💕
A nice collection! Congratulations on Top Story!
I will find this book once I finish the one I am reading now LOVE THISSSS !!!!!1
Wow!! This is so beautiful. I especially loved, "Sinking" ❤️ Amazing work.
congratulations on Top Story!
Very nice collection of poems. I especially liked Cages and Homes. Thank you for sharing all these pieces of who you are!
This is really beautiful, Poppy! I love some of your lines so much that I’m still repeating them in my head. (…blood in my mouth from my broken heart, for one!) Congratulations on your book 🥰
Wow, Each piece carries such raw emotion and beautifully paints vivid imagery.💕🥰 Congrats on Top Story🙌👏
Very beautiful and haunting poetry! Excellent work on your collection. I feel you made a truly evocative experience for your readers👏
Both simply and complicatedly beautiful!! Love this!
Stunning collection and well deserving of Top Story, congrats!
Gosh, I resonated so deeply with most of your poems here! Magnificent work!
Beautiful collection
I love the fact there’s other poets on here publishing books too. I want to request this book in my library.
All of these are gorgeous and huge congratulations on creating the whole collection and writing a book!!
Simply beautiful. My favorites? #2 Haunting #18 Fireplace #25 Smiles & Regrets, especially the lines, "My palms were already coated in dark red From holding the pieces of my heart that I left in your box labelled “maybe” #28 Naivety
These poems are so inspiring, you really have a gift!
Absolutely breathtaking poems, Poppy! 🥹❤️ I loved them all but the one with the siren and also the one with the glue really struck me. You are so talented!! 🥹❤️
Such a familiar journey. Beautifully broken until her sweet salvation. To realize her value and that her undiluted love was best spent on herself! Congrats on the book