I awake and feel the warmth of your body next time mine.

You mirror the image of true love,

I wish that I had her

It’s not that I haven’t seen skin before;

Ever heard the sound of a tear drop?

LESSON LEARNED

You go to work in my plaid shirt,

Her body moves

A Love Letter, of Sorts

You think the songs I listen to have everything to do with you. I guess in a sense you’re right sometimes. I don’t quite understand why but I can feel the music, deep inside me. I like music that’s soft, it reminds me of your skin. I like music about dumb boys because honestly that’s just what you are. I like music about the way ‘he’ whoever he may be, walks and talks because I love those things, about you. I like music that’s loud and angry because that’s the way you make me feel so god damn often. I like music that feels warm like sun on a rock in summer because that’s the way your smile makes me feel every single time I see it. My love, everything in my life correlates back to you but at this moment in time I need you to know that the songs I listen to are like background music in this eternal dissociation. I will love you for the rest of this movie that is my life no matter how many sad lyrics that remind me of you punch me in the throat over and over again.

A long time ago its was my daughter and me ,

Into the wind I whisper a dream and crash to the grass