Walter D. Witherspoon
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Dream Tales Paralysis
To wake up in a dark Forrest is nothing new, the typical start of any nightmare but In this paralysis I could but move my voice had no sound .This was one of them dreams into another dream. Me and a few friends were in a car driving take a trip bumming loud hip hop music until out of now work the car filpped and crashed
The doors are or closed the opportunity window is shut. We lock ourself out of our own self worth. our mouth lost for words, our mind trying to connect the Right words to say, just mubbles ,grunts ,and studders . Our feelings cut off from our and it takes energy to keep a smile on are face. The Gas for our passion has ran low, without any fire to refuel it. People hated our old self as we start to develop and New us. How happy we was in the life we once knew but that was the life of the world we lived in .Are only Question is know is are we living are dreams or someone elses. We struggle trying to find a new us, learning from the mistakes of the old us. Insecrities leaves us lock out of our passionate self. Self aware is a spirtual heart surgery we all must Go to grow but the part of this surgery is you have to cut yourself to open what used to keep you closed. Some of are scars don't come from childhood trauma, they come from the healing our self healing surgery that showing the wounds we healed from.
Sun & Moon
The first piece I ever wrote was about the sun and moon if I had to describe it. In my 8th grade science class , my teacher gave us an assignment to write a poem or story about space I thought of The sun being made by The devil, The moon being created by God. The reason I said the sun was created by Satan is only because its hot an also because how the the crime rate Goes up in summertime and heat from the sun causes humans to act out because the heat bothers the good parts of peoples soul and the sun rays cause people to be anger "hints another term for being angry is getting hot. At this time in my life, I lived in the urban part of Detroit, Michigan so most of the time all I saw was crimes, drugs, and violence, and the crime rate all was rose during the summertime, Another thing I paid attention to was how the moon was so bright during the darkest time of the night , and God side he is the light in the dark and and in my 12 year old imagaintion his light was watching over us at night and the stars are innocent souls that died on earth and seems they didn't get to shine on earth so he made them stars in the sky the brighter the start the more innocent the soul. I was only 12 years old at the time and I had kept this page with me for years I carried it everyday to school ,I got extra credit A for the story for that whole week and I know I wanted to be a writer every seens then. My dream Goals was to be NBA superstar but God had a back up plan for my life my I still play basketball as a simi pro basketball. I used to right love poems to girls I had crushes on when I was in middle school but I had a problem spelling ,one girls names I spelled wrong so my first flaw was working on my spelling ,I got laugh at alot of that I still to today but I put in the work on that but , lack of spelling didnt come from public schooling and is terrible doctrine I found out at 16 I was dyslexic But I learn not to claim that because words of power. As a kid one of my favorite video games was The legend of Zelda not just because I got to fight monster But how I had to read to get to the next part of the game, zelda has many Games and titles I only beat two of them, twilight princess and wind waker. The term Reading is fundamental I heard when was little ,I didnt understand it until I came across tough part In the game were I didnt understand the task because I was reading the words I just was not understanding What I was reading ,But as I practice my reading I startded understand the term Reading is fundamental. This game is not only help me work on reading but problem solving and spelling .My first I lost my first piece of work was lost in a flood on my basement or lost some in my old bookbag in Detroit and some of my other work Is lost as well I was hurt but I still kept writing and I still working on my writing today I have more then jsuts love poems and stuff about video games now as I matrue as a person I become better as a writer.
The Old Sword
Anybody who is a follower of Christ has a sword, and biblically a sword is not a weapon with a handle in the book fights the way of the enemy of ways of taking over mankind. Now I am not very exprecianced about every verse, but I have a few Go to verses I Go to in my time of need in spirutal warfare that Goes on in my life. Now I was at church every Sunday . I never wanted to , there honestly, I never believed In God because of my upbringing and learning about family and living in poverty at the time, growing in an urban area of Detroit Michigan but every old sword has highlight circled verses and bible study stick notes I have not finished the whole bible but his what I readed so far.
Why cats have nine lives
I was a child when I heard cat has nine lives I believed it until I was adult, I love cats they are cool they are like home sized lions, cheetahs and tigers. So, for three he plays, for three he strays, and for the last three he stays I heard thinking for kitten years they play, for teen years as the cats gets strays and hopping around and as older he stays in one spot because they are old. Cats are very soothing creature for the purring to cuddling fur. Supposably cats been around over 800 years and this 9th century for them and is marked their 9th life now in today society. Egypt mythology atum-ru the son god gave birth eight other gods and was said to transform to a cat to be able to the underworld. Cats are known to have escape so many near death experience that why are quick on their feet. My own theory is that have nine lives because they are more curious than most animals and they want to so much about what every catch their eye even if it kills them, so the term curiosity killed the cat means something are not worth investigating or experience. Back in 1589 the original title was called care killed the cat in a play written by Ben Jonhson and adapted William shakepares in 1873 was first reference curiosity killed the cat.
When is the morning?
Weeping endures for a night, but joy comes in the morning, but when is the morning? nights have come and gone and even when in the morning I still weep! I ask again God when is the morning ? and if its morning where is the joy? as tears still fall from my face from the night before. My eyes weep hard like a storm in the night with heavy shower my mind is cluttered with gray clouds even negative thoughts are loud thunderstrikes to my mind, as I battle the hurricanes of my bad past and family dysfunction mixed with and twisted doubts of my overcoming a fear of my faults and failures. I feel like I am watching my pavement crack around me it's to walk the path you have for me because earthquake that has crossed the me and destroyed the foundation you help me build. God when is the morning ? is the morning warm like a summer morning sun is out but the wind is blowing with nice cool breeze? Is the morning is chill like fall temperature? I ask now because my life is like the coldest winter in the night harsh of brutal winter. I then still weep for a season I understand now because the weeping has grown my wheats but also help but spring showers bloom my flowers, And my joy is coming to the light. and that light is coming to the morning but again Lord I ask when is the morning?
They did her
They didn't see her hurt behind her smile, they didn't notice how much she lost when she gave, they didn't cherish the blessing of her moment in time she was in their life .The trust she had they took for granted. 100 dallors bill is still a 100 dallors no matter how crumbled ,dirty ,or ripped it is Her value does not amount to anything of this world her value is everything god said she is .She is the best version of herself everyday because she does whats needed to be a better person . Who she is can't be copied because she is one of a kind one one rare breed of a woman guys will never get that will never be forgotten They did forget her but God remined her they didn't mention her but God known her before she was formed. What she wanted is everything she gave in return, she don't just wear a Crown she rocks it like its the new fashion a fashion that fits who she is a fashion that is never out style no matter how old it gets the fashion of a queen and the beauty of a Diamond 💎 her love is like fresh roses gently and soft no matter the color even tho her thorns can be dangerous. They the ones who doubted her skills that she know she had that she acquired over time of practice, the ones who watched her fall then stepped on her even When she could barely get back up. The the enemy himself showed up in her life tryin to stop her plans but she rebukes them. Everytime she is weak she finds strength to pick herself up. They did her wrong but gods knows her rights they did whats best from them in the wrong way she did whats best for her in the righteous way. They the world did her world but god knows whats right for her mind.body,and soul. Her heart breaks because of the world. But it heald because of his word
Broke has nothing to do with your financial Problems cloths or material belongs broke is the person who used to smile with joy in there heart now they smile is a mask to hid the frown they are really feeling. Joy has slowly been sucked out of them ,because pain can become such a empty feeling specially without a positive substance to fulfill the hurt. It hurts to lose a part of you threw purchase Parts of you never thought you lose , healing gets hard the more you don't give time to heal and hiding your scars isn't a great why to heal your wounds and bleeding on someone isn't how you put a bandage on it . A person self-esteem is build on characteristics of ways to choose to carry yourselves. Threw life even so we are made with many flaws we have a great purposeful life . Are life consist many ups and downs but the real challenge is how you choose to get up not stay down.
If I had to make a playlist about my life this album would be it . This album came out a few days after this mental breakdown and tryied to take attempt on my life . When I first heard of NF it was this song was called Notepad this song was like he talking to his
To Be Murdered
Your smile is so beautiful, Little did i know it was a evil grin. Your kindness is a killer you acted so you well ,showing love benefited you more then it did me. You helded my hand to break it , You went from padding my back back to pushing me on my back to pushing me on it as I try yo turn around and get get up instead of walking by my side you step on it . The hand I try to reach out to you with broken . After I realizing I was stabbed in the back I turn around and look at you point fingers accusing others for my pain but my blood is on your hands and now my heart needs spiritual surgery because I was pierced by your knife. The only truth you know is lying. Who tried to murdered me ? My deceiver did also known as lying .who else tried to murder me another deceiver did also known as my neighbor who I must forgive for their trespassing He looking into my innocents Eyes broke Throw the window ram shacked everything that made me happy, stole some of my joy and left without a trace of forgiveness I felt dead not only to my enemies but to the world . I am heal now with a better security system in my mind and gained more joy as I experience the great passion of life you don't have to be physically dead to die but I had death life symptoms feeling lifeless and but God's insurance came in. His hands are not just good in all your states its good to the whole world . He insured he helped me clean my house and swept away and the trash that was thrown on the floor, fixed the hole in the walls , the hole in the walls that where kicked in while I was down and put new pictures up to have a more beautiful outlook on life . He rebuilded my house off the sand it was on and moved it to a strong foundation to show me I don't live in the land where the rest of the fools on the block was . I was almost murdered by and left in the street called the valley of death .