He spent time with me. Finally. Virtually, that is. I love it when he talks with me. He told me about football teams he likes.
By Test2 years ago in Confessions
It’s happening! As time approaches I’ve been pondering on whether or not to wait longer for me to continue taking care of myself without him, but my conclusion is I can’t do that.
Did my brother just answer that? He’s in town and apparently wanted us all to go bowling which I enjoy doing even though I’m terrible, but, it’s fine.
Oceans Sounds of waves forming Crashing Pushing Pulling Dragging Rejuvenating Softly, but swiftly Gliding over My legs and toes
By Test2 years ago in Poets
He was/is the kind of guy that anyone wanted/wants to hear. He doesn’t normally do small talk, even though I’m such an everything talker with him.
He responds selectively. On purpose? Drives me so crazy sometimes. Is he teasing me differently? He’s got a way of making me want him, all of him like crazy.
I can’t stand being followed. Tonight after cycling class, Marcie was telling me about her having a nightmare that she was taking pictures of her last exes baby.
So, what was I previously severely sad about? I can’t remember right now. Have you ever been so drunk on a person? Oh my gosh, I feel like I just can’t stop smiling.
I dreamt about him and again, it was so real. We were in a big party, my parents were there that I recognized, he was there and his last ex was there taking names.
Imagine months flying by, soaring, full speed. You’re being led. This path has been paved, just for you, carefully. Imagine everything happening without interruptions.
Gentle love. Pure intentions. Sincere actions. In silence. Like a secret. It’s our secret. My favorite place. My home.
In all of my lows, Hashem has always been there for me. In my darkest moments He has always reminded me of my worth. If not through scripture, He tends to use those I love to speak to me.
By Test3 years ago in Confessions