Tanya Arons
Bio
I write about my life experiences. I write about complex ptsd, the agonies, the angst and my post traumatic growth. About Beauty, Truth and Honour and little vignettes of comfort from the spirits that love me: living and dead. I also Dance!
Stories (376/0)
Memories: 12 February 2023
12 February 2021 I had a lovely afternoon. A debrief with my psych, then a lovely visit from Margot and her darling little girls. We were all excited to see each other. Even Beauregard behaved nicely. (Except for one growl over his ball.)
By Tanya Arons about a year ago in Journal
Memories: 9 February 2023
9 February 2024 Day 20 of Mirabegron. I feel like hell. I was up peeing every 15-20 minutes during the night. I got some sleep from 4:26 am until 9:30 am. Not enough restorative rest. I feel like I am dying. I see the Mater public urologist on 11 March. Hopefully I can hold on until then.
By Tanya Arons about a year ago in Journal
Memories: 7 February 2023
7 February 2023 Another hot day. I spent it making earrings from old NZ six pence and shilling coins. I also advertised various pieces of china and crystal on FB marketplace as I am wanting to get the money together to buy the oxygen and lpg gas I need for my new torch. Hopefully I have a bit of luck moving the energy on as I don’t need so much crystal but I do need the torch to be fully operational so I can make jewellery.
By Tanya Arons about a year ago in Journal
Memories: 6 February 2023
6 February 2023 1.00 am I.N.S.O.M.N.I.A and itching skin cancer scars are driving me mad! … 1:11 am make a wish. I wish I could sleep. I wish I had a loyal faithful loving supportive life partner. I wish I didn’t live in a 5th generation psy-op zombie apocalypse. I wish my body wasn’t eroded by skin cancer, cptsd, depression and a slowly dying bladder.
By Tanya Arons about a year ago in Journal
Memories: 31 January 2023
31 January 2024 I had another nice day today. I made another YouTube video then later got stuck into making a new link for my snake bracelet (it was too small!) so I had to cut open one link, add another link and solder both links. But it now fits better on my wrist and I can close the catch easily. Phew.
By Tanya Arons about a year ago in Journal
Memories: 30 January 2023
30 January 2024 … 8:11 pm here she is at long last! I just finished bending her to sit properly on my wrist. Omggg I had soooo much trouble soldering the Rock Crystal eyes (even having to completely Upcycle two more rock crystal pendants) but probably fluked it. But the solder joins held together for me to set the stones back in, so hopefully they don’t “pop” off at a later stage.
By Tanya Arons about a year ago in Journal
Memories: 27 January 2023
27 January 2022 I cooked a lovely salmon, rice, carrot, corn and peas dinner for my Beauregard. Then a nice rice and chicken schnitzel dinner for me. I played Abby Skye as she came up on my feed, and I danced just like in the good old days before cuntish cunts decided what was good for me with their control dramas and hysteria. Wildly and freely.
By Tanya Arons about a year ago in Journal
Memories: 26 January 2023
26 January 2023 It’s been another scathing hot day. I woke up at 12:12 pm and immediately made a video for YouTube about an intense dream I had just had. Then I spent the afternoon, lying in my hammock reading “Farmer Giles and The Adventures of Tom Bombadil” by JRR Tolkien.
By Tanya Arons about a year ago in Journal
Memories: 24 January 2023
24 January 2023 And I would like to know…along with rogue malfeasant doctors and scientists…who were the stable geniuses that signed off on legislation that legally permitted hospitals to destroy or dispose of patient records after 7 years?
By Tanya Arons about a year ago in Journal