ITS YOUR DESTINY
Welcome to my Safe Space, I hope you enjoy the words that flow from my heart and mind.
Mesmerized in your eyes, two scoops of slow churning ice-cream. So smooth, your presence warmed me like a down feather blanket. Your words were slick like silk, caressing my mind and body to open up to you. So smooth, I didn't feel the slime slip from your fingers down my spine. Your voice was gentle, eased from your lips like butter melting down the sides of my hotcakes. So smooth, I didn't taste the poison carefully disguised beneath the sweet sticky syrup. Of course, you wouldn't come with A warning label, A smooth criminal like you, Annie would never be okay. This wasn't your first rodeo, each time you grew wiser, more careful. Allowing all the sharp, jagged edges of your cobble stone, to turn over in the tumbler to smooth away your true form. So smooth, I didn't even see the cracks beneath the surface. A touch almost baby soft, a combination of unscented lotion and coconut oil. You captivated me with your tall tells, my heart gently swept away on quiet ocean waves. So smooth, I didn't know I was truly drowning in a sea of your lies.
My Ace, my Soulmate, My twin flame. To be loved. That's all I ever wanted, loved properly, equally. To pray together. Laugh together. To be kissed softly. To hold my hand & encourage me to pursue my dreams, & not cast doubts on my hopes that it will never be.
You say you see my progress. You express that you're proud of me, but your actions speak much louder than your words. Your actions show, you envy of my gifts. Your actions show, jealousy. Your actions show you prefer me better off, when I dwelled under a rock emotionless, & zombie like!
I unlock my powers And release my fears. The Journey of Finding me has been long and yet still not complete. With each new chapter my soul reignites! I've never been here before , yet this point in life seems so familiar. Have I dreamed this ? Am I dreaming now?