A Portfolio of Written Pieces from Poetry & Reviews, to Positive Affirmations & Mental Health. This page is to Inform, Educate, & Inspire people to take a positive outlook on life while relating to struggles that we have or haven’t faced.
Scared of Pride
What is it that makes you tick? So true to who you are that it makes us feel unworthy. I’m scared. Scared of what I may become. Scared of who I will be. Scared to find my truth, scared of me, and even you. Scared to be happy, scared to not know when we’re happy. Scared to know what’s true.
So much pain this early in time, the mind goes extra as I go back in time. Flipping through the pages of memories and thoughts, traveling to the future of what can come of distraught. Headache burning so early in the morning, food and coffee hasn’t even been turning. So early in the morning, you wake up to think, drained of your life force before you use the bathroom or take a drink. Heavy mindset, be kind to your soul, it seems to get away, you have to be alone.
What it is to feel so separated? Seeing the new from an old perspective. Not so left out but slowly growing insane. Someone new in the times so separated. Experiences rise and surround the town, When one chapter closes, another one opens. From you or them, you see and hear what you wish. You dream of the experiences to come. Everything is new and no time to stop. You slow down to catch your breath but find your fuse is out. You see new experiences and moments in front of you, thinking if you are going too slow or just jealous of a different side of you.
Elements of You
Looking through space, you see the people at rest. Went on as if nothing happened. A change in the atmosphere causes clothes to be reduced. No more costs, no heavy sweaters. You now have access to the skin people worked so hard to hide. More sun and more heat make everyone be released from the clothes that bind.
Operation Self Reset
What is it that has to be done? A reset of some sort? Years ago there was a time when a mental reset was needed. To wipe the slate clean. Rebuild and receive the new even if it’s a repeat. Cleanse the soul and exchange the weight. Slowly remember the ties that bind. Warning to folks that still connect in present, hoping they do their part to reignite our resemblance.
Little stories that interest the new, on your own, by yourself the point is the view. A day off where you finally feel you can breathe, you obtain it like an item in Zelda but now what? You check to see if it's peace because you have been so busy moving around. You find stuff to do as if to make yourself seem like you are not wasting your time but is it really okay to just be here, alone.
I lost it. Lost this joy that made it all worth it. Lost the drive and positivity to make the memories matter more than an end result. Played catch up with so many things, chased the first times and lived through the hard times and what for, to make myself feel less than what I’m not. To understand oneself is to find the joy in life. Pain and struggle are not only temporary but must feel worth it if the joy and happiness is what comes of it.
The Time Travel Theory
There’s an idea that we may not be aware of as a species. Some may have called it “Cancel Culture” and some may have just use it as proof in case of emergency. The concept happens when two or more people are in a conversation when past events or activities has taken place where one of the person(s) is being referred to. Information of the past are to be different from the present. The Time Travel Theory is when someone reacts to something in the past that has been already been resolved and mutually concluded. Mentioning to someone that they are a time traveler means letting them know that they are focusing on information that was already proven incorrect or settled. Therefore, there is already an answer that rectified it.
The powers that be has clouded the chance, the ability to find if what was is the truth at hand. The choice you made to keep your happiness has broken apart and left you without it. Your heart gets reminded of the memories that kept you intact, the voice of reason that told you to move on even today. You felt so much pleasure, happiness to stay, the darkness that stayed, kept you hurting even when you ignored the red flags and stayed.
Demons of Imperfections
You became the escape from the dark. A Trojan horse to handle pain. You cause it to make it manageable but reminded me of the demon inside. The demons we share were dark enough to see each other and find lust in interest. Your insecurities was something my powers could not handle. For a time the strength within gave such blows to help you. What ended up connecting us was (again) something I shouldn’t have given. I rose you up for you to sore above me while you laid out your hand to bring me along.
The Rose with a thorn
It's funny how things turn out. The weather changes as quickly as the things in your life do. From a change in scenery to a newfound opportunity. You are reminded of the path that you took that led you to where you are today and you realize that the hustle becomes the work to a future that you want to achieve. Out of time and against your space, you experience something new, as if you know no trace. These nuances challenge our mindset, open our thoughts, and create a bloom of open talk.
Proactive Shrouds of Glass
The things that go on in your life that you tend to see after years of not knowing its there. Changing big moments in our lives helps give us the best opportunity for growth. Moments of transition from working at a different place to moving out of your family home, change. We are engulfed in a position where we are put to the test. Relying on others to help get us by or having family and friends provide us ease of access to our successes. We can appreciate and accept the help when they come but it is up to us to push that button of self-reliance. Our growth and independence pride us in making sure we are able to get things done for ourselves first while achieving the help and assistance second.