Energy drain as the days pass. Conforming into the old ways of ordinary. Bored out my mind or just cruising through, The theory of nostalgia is what helps me through. The power of silence & being alone becomes eminent. The reality of silence is placed while the doors of the world are opened. As shops & establishments open my door closes.
This feeling deep inside that I cannot hide. I try so hard to change what it means in order to make things ok but it doesn’t do it’s job. I’ve spent too long searching for peace only to question my feelings. I walk along this path alone without the answer that I seek. A simple yes or no doesn’t validate what’s at stake.
This episode starts with some backstory of our focused character. She is in the academy learning the ropes in order to be one of the organizations six elite people for Mr. Goha.
Going into blanks is nothing short of the reality of the world. With a busy week full of events good & bad its compelling to realize the act of not wanting to look back at any of it. I wonder how the mind works in the sense of it all. In a state of doing all the things on your list.
Like previous episodes this one focuses on a character while other things happen along side them. With a that being said, the episode begins with Rook showing the news on his interview to the group & Yuga noticed that a Ramen chain is closing down. Letting the rest of the group know he makes the choice to go over & see what he can do about the shutdown. While Rook continues he monologue about himself and the interview the rest of the group leaves him behind as they venture off & the opening starts.
Uncertain to what becomes of this. Emotions of anger & confusion clouds our thoughts. In the moment, fear & anxiety manifests. Unable to decipher our true intentions we lash out in hopes to make sense of it all. Words being used to control what’s being heard only to make matters worse. We forget the importance of being present & fail to realize how much we care for one another. We have the best interest at heart for one another but rather than come to a consensus we trigger negative emotions that ends up bursting into flames.