Dez's Public Journal
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A candle trying to be the light in someone else’s darkness.
Early Childhood and Music Education
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Stories (15/0)
I Watched My Friend Total Their Car In Front Of Me
It happened on the night of Prom, during my junior year of high school. In the beginning, everything seemed magical. It was the perfect night with the most beautiful people all around. My friends and I spent precious time getting our hair and makeup done, taking thousands of pictures afterward.
By Dez's Public Journal 3 years ago in Humans
Self-Growth in the Year 2020
In the beginning, no one expected their entire year to be a living hell. For many reasons, everyone has suffered tremendously in their own ways. In simple terms, covid-19 has disrupted everything; leaving the world permanently scarred.
By Dez's Public Journal 3 years ago in Viva
Escaping A Toxic Relationship
When I was only thirteen years old, I experienced my first toxic relationship as well as my first heartbreak. It wasn't toxic because we were young and didn't fully understand the meaning of love, it was toxic because I was never good enough for that person and they lived to treat me as if I had less value than the dirt on the ground.
By Dez's Public Journal 4 years ago in Humans
Dealing With Unresolved Trauma
Trigger Warning: This story contains contents that may trigger others from past trauma. To be vulnerable is to trust and trusting others is my weakest spot of my heart. However, in time life has changed me in ways that help my experience become more 'explainable.'
By Dez's Public Journal 4 years ago in Viva
I'm A Survivor Of Unresolved Trauma And I'm Here To Share My Story With You
When I was a freshman in high school, all the girls in their ninth-grade gym classes were taught self-defense should they ever come in contact with a predator one day. I was informed that one in four girls are sexually abused or raped by the age of eighteen. Back then I knew deep down in my heart that one day I'd be that one put of four girls. I was right. I hate being right.
By Dez's Public Journal 4 years ago in Viva
The Age of Love
Growing up I've heard the words, “stay away from boys. You’re too young to understand what love is,” quite frequently. I believed in those words and listened to them as much as I could. I was not confident in myself and so I never thought any guy would ever walk into my life and choose me. I hate how much I was wrong.
By Dez's Public Journal 4 years ago in Humans