YOUR PLANS DON'T WORK YOUR WAY

If you know me hi!, and if you don't then here's a greeting from a 19 year old weird head who is absolutely overwhelmed by everything at this point in her life and would further rant about her problems which most of them don't even exist. Thus in case you are sure to tag along proceed with caution.

you're still here? thank you... (virtual tears+ red heart)

I still remember the days when i just lacked any motivation to lift even a finger and laid in bed like if there's no monday. At that time i had completed my school life but wasn't able to get into medical college, it was shameful for me but i decided to carry on anyways. With time everything became normal and i started planning my life again( like we all do).

the topmost priority of my list was of coarse to get into a good government medical college and a few other things like starting a blog page as it always has been on my mind. The other things were like learning french, finding a good part time job, working on my skincare etc well you know all those things we see other people doing and think we could too. Well jokes on me i ended up never completing half of the things on my list.

THE BLOG FAIL

Here's a quick rewind of how my blog page was a complete mess. I started writing my first blog around last year October, it was actually supposed to be a daily journal writing kind of thing and i remember naming it ''The journey of starting from zero''. The first few days were exciting but gradually i lost the spirit to write further majorly because i had high hopes of becoming an internet sensation under 24 hours (you can laugh through this, its okay we have mutual feelings). At the end i wrote only 4 blogs in a span of 6 months or something but you won't find it here because i lost the id and had some complications in getting it back.

But again here i am, writing again all these embarrassing deeds without even flinching in the view of the fact that i believe writing heals, it soothes places only words can reach. Every blog i write act as a souvenir to the emotions i felt in that moment and acts as a time machine each time i read it back. So read this or not, i will continue to write my life's thesis in the best way possible.

THE FRENCH EVOLUTION

In case you are eager to ask me Bonjour, comment ça va? my answer would be Bonjour, ça va bien, and that's all mate we would have to stop right there as these are the only french magical words i know. Learning a new language seemed quite fun when i started it but gradually my schedule got hectic and i had to push few things out of my to do list. I wouldn't rate the experience a five star yet indeed french is a beautiful language and i would love to resume learning it sometime again.

I used the app Duolingo which was quite helpful in learning the basics, if you are someone who is looking for an aid to learn a language faster this is a great choice.

THE SKINCARE CRASH

Do you know someone who waits an entire month for their pay just to spend it all on skincare? well you know her now. As soon as i found a part time job the first thing on my mind was skincare, ironically for someone whose life was falling apart my major concern was skin breakout (Yes, thank you). If i roughly calculate the amount of money i have spend on skincare till this day it would be worth the money i could have arranged a friend's birthday party, ate pizza for a straight week and 3 months of mutual funds deposit added together. Just in case anyone wants to know how my skin is doing, the answer would be completely obvious, just the same. Anyone who has even a little knowledge about skincare would know the basic ingredient to it that is consistency, which i clearly forgot to add to my cart. Anyways, life is all about learning, now that i know where i lacked the further steps can be done better.