What about the silence ?!

What about the silence ? what about the silence if You haven't talked for a while about your real human beings thoughts beside the one that You needed to create to address others and communicate with them without knowing them. Yes with some the journey went so well they have responded so quickly You felt like life became a different kind of a state You are not alone for a day or two but how fast these all moments and connections are fading away. As when it comes to real life and Your own path its a completely other way. Maybe it is not about Your path maybe it is because of another in Your private space that disconnect You from Yourself and from another who might arrive with a word that may change the whole day. The rythmic of the amount and waves a highly sensitive person will get

whether they are good and bad positive and negative sooner or later will leave a highly sensitive person to be overwhelmed but mostly only in the circumstances where the energy is always brought to ashes and You are already on a reserve. Energy vampires, psychopaths and narcissists they are the ones who are making You to loose the most of it all. So no matter what You will do and try they will always arrive with their own damaging flow. They know exactly where to jump in a talk, You can have Your best intention in helping them the most however they will simply turn around Your good and best and make You feel and act as if You never know what You already knew before. You may be a pioneer in some field they will put doubts in You and another and make You always confuse. So what about the silence ? Will narcissist let You to be silent when You do really need ?

or they will pay You with the silent treatment cause this is how they really do ? They don't differ the need of another even if they are coming from real healthy care They will make You suffer, loose and leave you in a state of a complete despair and Yes, You will master things and they will work great but just see them going for a day the damage they have left put You in a state of dysfunctional vibrate. Acceptance and loving more Yourself ?

Hard to believe in this world there is no solution for such a case ?

Many will put You into healing that may work in a while not realizing how much anger and frustration they do really cost, simply not knowing You really can not function this way anymore and don't want.

And when You find a way on Your own the crazy making will lead You to people and You will be open much more to just arrive from where the starting point was not yet gone. And so what ? that You have tried and felt like it is all working out when the abuse never stop and there is no way to get out in the now. It makes you come back to where You left Your way that was working more than others can really appreciate and get and Just for real consider the Unfair ? You are open to another praising what is already praised but doesn't show the significant results on the longterm while Your discovery always upgraded worked and works the best You just don't show off or monetize it Yet. It is Your private personal state of mind and the world seem to be more than blind or not open to try. You know that money get people on an easy result way they ask another what is the way ?

While You are aware the path is somewhere else that only You can discover You can find out but trying new things out. They come from a place of no choice ? because the no choice direct You from suffer to be more worth in this world. As long as people in this world will not know how to really be we will be connecting with another and loosing what we experience and seen. So where I should be going next the Universe or I will see ? Let's be a bit of a honest to the degree that it is always our brain and our mind to feel to see it is never an object even materia to direct or save us from the bad or attract the good no matter how we do really believe It is We who can help because only we go through things that the Universe and God can see. So what about the silence why I can not just switch off myself for longer and just be. The natural way I tended to work without another tab or a youtube frame but since Covid 19 and the War my brain got into the super function to multitask in between the so much and when I just allow for it I didn't need the so called detox to really exist my brain and body knew simply where to stop say no enough and close. I think it is more than truly not natural to say things or do something that is kind of planned in advance these things simply will not work for all. As a highly sensitive I don't plan I do feel, experience and according to the whole I flow with my natural flow that this world simply entirely is trying to cut me and stop me and block me from. People behavior and words are simply a cut knife in and out creating bleeding unseen bruises inside. To the point where me wanting to write about the silence and it's importance I first need to get out from this bleeding phase of a life and its shadowery abusive game. I will not fight for the money like a mad nor will take part in the competition in it all for some life is a game. For me life is more like a Joke especially when You do really care. Even for those who simply can not live without killing your real true way. I don't blame the bad but I will also stop blame myself for not being able to get out from their ugly plays. Why should I feel guilty for expressing things as they truly are if people were more open this world would be much more easier to be trusted instead we do really live in a 99% of inhumanily created lies. I am not here for You to give me an advice I just say things as they truly are because no matter in which beauty of the world I will walk another will suffer and hurt and we will not change it that is All. We will also not be able to entirely change ourselves especially if we are surrounded by just hurtful ones to live around them it is the ugliness and creating an incredibly uncommon kind of a human paradise of the mind but just You start to share and talk about the way a massive amount of abusers will shut You down and will want You to just run away so not having an army but being An army for myself I give myself a freedom to speak whatever I go through and experience and whatever I need to throw and write and say. It is not my choice it is life to experience another suffering and anger and not being able to shift their Ego to act from the purity of the heart.

So what is the silence ? Silence it is not to shut up Silence it is to take a break from speaking your mind. Silence is to be able to be silent for hours in the chaos created by the mischievious ones. Silence is to have your mind on but out from the chaosity of the loud. Silence it can be connection to people to events but still staying good and silent inside. Whenever You loose it just write it will come back You see ? mine just came back I can smile and laugh and feel the silence inside. Please don't give up !

This world is something more than just what we can see and touch, there is a love in the moment and unity of the heart where nobody cares who is who

Nobody hurts and hearts just smile ! This is from where the real of the silence does really arrive To calm Your heart to soften the mind You can truly be silent even if just for a while. You can learn to even answer but You stay inside of You not loosing Your mind and tapping into the opening of Your heart. You do this by both the silence and being truly loud. Laugh and cry don't let your emotions and feelings to die ! You are truly alive when things are calling it's door and saying please come in and when it is too heavy just come out leave Your mind for a while Your body for a while and just relax don't become Yourself as simple as that. Be transparent ! many will not know that it is quite a better ride in life to be just human and that the being is quite enough to smile inside ! So take that ride and smile from the inside to the outside quietly and loudly be proud of who You are and of who You are synchronize with it is the whole so understanding of people and taking proud by being just human it is much more than just being the Ego self talk

Sometimes Yes, sometimes people push us to say things from the Ego self but these are mostly conversations where You don't know how more You can really get Your defense talking with the unaware. It's fine with time You master Your way Your methods sometimes You go pretty well but the more You try to handle and at once Try to be for Yourself always more in silence than relaxing and doing things from the social script of making things aloud. When we get older by the tiredness and suffering of this world some things take much more longer to recover to be strong but it is all possible We just need to have a team of great unity sometimes we need to cut off from it sometimes run away it doesn't mean that You will use the integrinity it only prove how strong relation in between another truly really exist and You can welcome them with more Love and with more care more patience if You get even much more of the silencing rest.