"Hey bub"

Jereck,

I believe a lot of us grudge on the awful and negative things that has happened to us and for me that was when I ended up in an abusive relationship; physically, emotionally and verbally. Due to this relationship I had lost my confidence in myself, I questioned my value and the person that I am. I had been grudging on this certain chapter in my life as it was one of the most soul damaging and identity breaking I felt at the time, I no longer believed I deserved to be happy and I started to believe that I deserved to be unhappy and be mistreated. I have never tried to love the hardest and yet be awfully treated at the same time, it was a very toxic relationship and there was no partnership at all I have come to realised.

The oldest question in the language of relationships—is it love or infatuation? Doesn’t asking this make you feel like you’re in middle school again? So let us figure out what the difference is!

All I ever wanted was you.

I love you because you're kind.

The search for pleasure leads to excessive indulgence, envy, jealousy, emotional detachment, treating people as objects of desire. Feeding your insecurities, ultimately leads to bondage or unhealthy Soul ties. However, when the communion of two souls flourishes from the uninhabited passion of their awaken hearts, that is; loving unconditionally without fear, without limit, without reservations; Soulmates. Then there’s the Twin flame love.

(Apologies if my dyslexia comes through in my true story)

You may have thought this day would never come, but in reality it did. The day finally came where I get to see my significant other. Where I get to see her beautiful smile just smiling at me. I love the fact that two people just smile at each other for no apparent reason. It was around 6:35 PM and well I saw her, there she was, wearing a white blouse, like if she fell out of heaven. The moment I saw her, so many flashbacks came through my mind. The first time we face-timed. The first time we said “I love you” and now I get to have the chance to hug her. To feel her in my arms. The warm feeling of her body against mine felt like a feeling when you wake up from a cold night in December. Where it's winter and you just want to spend the whole entire day in your nice cozy bed. That's what I'm feeling right now. So many feelings inside of me wanted to burst out and say to the whole world, this is the girl I want to marry. The girl I will marry whenever I'm older. The girl I want to be with for the rest of my life.

Affairs are life-altering, destructive forces that trample lives and marriages under its heels. An affair does not need to be the death of a marriage, it can be an amazing rebirth. If you are bitter and want to punish your spouse for the pain they have caused you, this article is not for you. If you are open to making changes, excepting responsibility and holding on to hope, I hope my journey of healing and love with inspire you and help you recapture your own happy ending. If you have experienced an affair and want to rebuild your marriage, then read on.

It’s easy when it’s like this. A perfect day under a perfect sun in Rome’s Piazza del Popolo, my favourite place in the world. Even the puffy clouds are only there to provide a welcome break from the heat, and tourists gasp with pleasure at their tables as the light dims. They applaud when the sun comes out, as though it can hear them.

Have you ever kissed someone and electricity sparked?