Ezra Colton
Bio
I am a freelance writer, working mom, and great with creative writing.
Stories (8/0)
My inspiration
What’s love if you can’t love yourself first? The way we get comfort is knowing what we want first. We only know ourselves more than anyone knows us. We know our strengths and weaknesses of what we actually want in life. My inspiration is myself on how I achieve things and how I can become a better person. Loving yourself is your own blanket on how others will treat you and how they’ll love you. Accept yourself so others can accept you. Doesn’t matter what size or how you’ll look it’s you who needs to assure yourself of how you accept yourself. The most important thing is not to depend on anyone to treat you in some type of way so you can feel important, you are important no matter what. My mother always gave me comfort and told me to be tough on myself. The only way I feel successful is when I always succeed in my needs and not in what others want. A mothers comfort is all we need in life nothing else.
By Ezra Colton 2 years ago in Poets
Greatest hero
My main hero in my life was my mother. She always made sure that I had everything I needed. She was always there for me weather I was there for her or not. She wasn’t only my mother but she was and is my hero till this day. My own mother didn’t love me the way she did and well that is what a mother is suppose to be. To be there for your daughter whenever they are needed. She taught me how to defend and be independent with my own self. She taught me how to be strong and be an independent women. She is a hero because not only she is my mom but she is a mom to all those foster kids that need a mom. Kids that parents treat them like crap and don’t even think that they fell into great hands of love. She is the sweetest, greatest mother she can be. She has taught every single one of me and my brothers and sisters love her unconditionally like she does us. She always knows how to protect her flock from people that try to hurt us and she won’t let them. She has been a hero because from the kids that have been broken she became a mother to them and took them under her wing. Loved them as they are supposed to be loved. Test them as they are supposed to be treated. Also feed them as they are supposed to be fed. Many kids out there come from people that didn’t know how to parent and got into other things instead of taking care of their own kids. Moms should always be hero’s because they not only bring us to this world but they are protective and loving. She taught me how to be a mother and to care for my own. I to this day want to be just like her as a mother and we’ll that day will come when my kids grow up and love me as much as I love her. She is the hero of what a mother should be and she should be rewarded. Any mom out there should be because we are what we are because of our kids. We become who we are because of our kids. We become and are hero’s to them because of them. We become super moms and they love how we can get things done and still be able to have quality time with them. Not only our mothers, grandmothers, aunts, and ourselves are hero’s. We become hero’s all at once all together. We moms of this world are United and we love our kind like no other. Being a hero isn’t only putting someone in a pedestal, but also wanting to be like them. We can conquer anything in the world because moms are the best. We can’t only care for ourselves but others as well. Even though we get Mother’s Day and Valentine’s Day and even Christmas or our birthdays. We should be celebrated all year because we do so much. Every mom in this world is a hero for every kid out there whenever they get sick, hurt, even when they don’t believe in themselves. We believe in every human being and we provide comfort or what others or even men can’t provide. We have differences but we can comfort in many ways when their babies till they grow old. Hero’s in this world are rewarded and they should make days for those kind of hero’s weather your a veteran or not. Moms are the greatest heroes.
By Ezra Colton 2 years ago in Families
The heart locket
Riley was walking down the street, and didn’t realize he was right across from her. What can she really do? She always felt defenseless and powerless. All she could think of was the day she was raped and that’s the last thing she wanted to think of. She didn’t want it to happen again. Then there he was covered in a pool of blood wanting you to come to him, but you kept running faster and faster. It felt like you couldn’t get away like more people were following you. Could it have been a dream?
By Ezra Colton 3 years ago in Confessions
Invincible
Did you see me anywhere I doubt you did. You looked right through me and didn't care. Was I that invincible to you? I guess I was. I’m transparent and can go through anything and everything, but I’m not out of glass because I break. It wasn’t satisfying seeing others and not being able to see myself. I couldn’t look at myself in the mirror without feeling disgusted,. wouldn’t you? I was blind and lost; but now I feel free of myself. I dont feel trapped anymore and that’s because of you. You made me into a strong person and someone who doesn’t put up with your bull and thanks to you I am who I am. So thank you for raping me because I was able to see the world without you.
By Ezra Colton 3 years ago in Poets
Once Lost & Now Reborn
How is it possible that you can go ahead in your life and not care about your first child. If things were different would you have changed anything? Would you have cared just a little about me if anything happened in my life. Did you think your life would’ve been any different if you didn't have me. Did you even want me in your life? Did you even think I wasn't meant to be in this world? Did you love me? As many times as you’ll tell me you love me, but it’s hard to believe. You were never there when the biggest struggle in my life happened, where I never got support for. As a child you never asked me how I felt or what was crossing my mind. I was just a kid. Did you ever see me scared? Did you ever tell me “sweetie its ok let's get out of here”. Did you ever realize my hurt? Why did you ever think that I never needed you. Did you ever think that I wasn't ever important to you. I'm just a child, I never got an addiction to anything. The only addiction or obsession I wanted was a mother’s love.
By Ezra Colton 3 years ago in Psyche
Once Lost & Now Reborn
How is it possible that you can go ahead in your life and not care about your first child. If things were different would you have changed anything? Would you have cared just a little about me if anything happened in my life. Did you think your life would’ve been any different if you didn't have me. Did you even want me in your life? Did you even think I wasn't meant to be in this world? Did you love me? As many times as you’ll tell me you love me, but it’s hard to believe. You were never there when the biggest struggle in my life happened, where I never got support for. As a child you never asked me how I felt or what was crossing my mind. I was just a kid. Did you ever see me scared? Did you ever tell me “sweetie its ok let's get out of here”. Did you ever realize my hurt? Why did you ever think that I never needed you. Did you ever think that I wasn't ever important to you. I'm just a child, I never got an addiction to anything.
By Ezra Colton 3 years ago in Psyche
Family is important
Being a full-time mom is so exhausting but fun. Many times we think that we will never accomplish to be good parents. We think that we are going to turn out like our parents where we thought they didn’t raise us right. What we do not realize is how much they had to struggle to take care of us where they have no money and had a hard time getting everything for us. Many times we think that we turned out to be a disappointment to our family. We may think that we are the black sheep in our family, but how can we know if many of us don’t figure out what family really is. How can we relate to family? Well we need an example as our parents struggled, they were poor, they built an entire kingdom from the bottom to the top . I remember my mom telling me that life will be hard but in reality we’re the only ones that will know how our life will look like later on in life. Our parents are the first generation to how life should’ve been but our grandparents are the ancient history of how hard life was earlier than our time. We should never underestimate family; they are the biggest blessings besides our kids. We might get scared of life and how we will turn out when we’re old whether we live a long or short life. How can you relate? Well as a kid I never got what I truly wanted, what I mean by that is having to spend time with my family instead of most of my friends. I would’ve killed more time with my mom and grandma and to know who my whole family is. My dad was only around when I was three years old and then he disappeared out of my life. How would I consider how my family should be? Well for one I love spending time with my kids and I dedicate a lot of time more than my parents ever did. I don’t blame my dad for not being there but who I do blame is my mom and my grandmother. They thought it would protect me, but in reality they hurt me from spending time with my dad. I would’ve killed more time with my dad, more time to be a daddy’s girl. I mean the love from a father is more important later on in life because we become more confident with ourselves. Family is really important to me because I wasn’t close with my family. That’s one reason why I’m a strict parent and also a loving one as well, but most importantly whether my kids think of it or not they know I love them and I do what’s best for them. Many times we think we failed as parents when your children say either “I hate you” or “you're not the boss of me”. I mean who can blame them if we’re on top of what they do every time. We only do what’s best for them and what we know they will accomplish in their life and that’s what we worry about. If we really think about it our kids are more successful then we would ever be. I never thought I would be a mom or even the thought of being a mom. I've never thought I’d ever be good at it. No one thinks we would be good parents but we try the best we can be for the ones we truly love. One day our children will thank us for what they will become in life and they will return the favor because they feel like they owe us their life. They don’t because no matter what they will always be our children and to us they will always be our babies in our hearts and in our eyes.
By Ezra Colton 3 years ago in Families
When you smile there’s my laugh
When there’s love there’s life. I don’t know what I’d do when you're not here and I know I’d do to feel alone and without anyone to care for. Their is times where you don’t know who you love or how it’ll come to you. Many times we thing that only because they care about us is all we need but in reality it’s more then that. What we need besides caring and loving is a lot of love and being comprehensive at all times. The best way to know to love is to know what you got with your best shot of love. How it would work how it came to be and how it would be. There’s no right from wrong but there is the caring and loving and the staying together and building a family but then we forget what we become whether it’s a loving person or being careless. What can we do or say if we believe in ourselves and we don’t believe in others? But we should believe in you and that is why I love you . Can we love only on lust or can we also love enough to care for each other. Family is important and that’s what matters but also it matters when everyone shows one another how a loving family should be. Can be so careless? I believe so but they can also be caring and that’s what everyone needs. Will they do it though? Maybe not, but I’m sure they will grow into doing so. As many times we decide to be with someone we don’t realize that we need to be without them and have time for us so we can learn to love them more then we did before. How can we discuss what we care about? Well there’s always that question we’re we loved by the ones that loved us first? Well maybe but has it always been that way maybe we didn’t get loved enough. Maybe we have to decide what will happen in our lives once we get to live it and when we do we decide what we will live for and who will we live for. As hard as it seems we always turn to family no matter what. We have issues for the love we have we turn to one another. How can our kids know about love if sometimes we are hard on them. Yet do they know we love them? They might or not but what we do is the best for them. We care for them as they would care for themselves and honestly we wouldn't know what to do without them. Could we have suffered when we were children? We might have but not only did they give us tough love they made us understand what true love is by not only showing it to us, but to be caring and loving. How will you ever describe love? Well if you tell me, I think we should not only show but also tell them we love them. As many times as we say we will not turn out to be like our parents where they made it seem so easy on us of how love is we know we won’t turn out to be like them. We think love is a fairy tale but in reality it’s a lot harder than it seems. Many times we don’t realize what we have been through whether it’s heartache. But then we think about it and we know we will fall in love again and again then it’s then it comes and we become so sure of how it will turn out to be and it becomes something else.
By Ezra Colton 4 years ago in Humans