Being depressed is like a full-time job. It takes so much work, time, and energy, just to keep sane. The effort to get out of bed. Once you're out of bed it feels like a huge accomplishment, and you go to look at the world around you, everyone else has already gotten out of bed. While you were dragging yourself through all the awful thoughts. While you were hyping yourself up, they were busy working, having fun, getting ahead. What they don't see is that you did it with a 50 lb rock on ur chest and screaming constantly in your ears. For them, it was quiet and light.
I knew that the day would come when I wouldn't have access to Wi-Fi. I wasn't quite sure what the worst part about that day would be. However I’m very self aware that I'm a spoiled Gen Z, that can't spend a day without Internet.
When you're little the first question you get quite often is, ‘what do you want to be when you grow up?’ It's honestly a stressful question. One I've been stressing about my whole life.
The relationship that we individually have with holidays is very personal, reasons why we do and don't like certain holidays are based on your own experience; that's why everyone has a different favorite holiday.
I love music and today I want to talk about why, and how cannabis has changed my relationship with music. I have always really loved music, all different types of music. At s young age I mostly listened to what my dad listened to, but out of what he listened to I knew what I liked versus what I didn't like. I was very sure of it.