dre.amerwithapen
Bio
Life is too short to not spend it doing what you love. And that is why I write. Because I have a continuous burning fire and love for it.
Stories (21/0)
Self Care Shit
I'm not going to even lie to you. I have been struggling mentally lately. I woke up this morning and I experienced the strangest comibination of depression and fear one can possibly experience. I felt like I was trapped in a box, and the closterphobia was real. But I was just laying there, unable to move, unable to speak, or hardly even think. It was like a panic attack mixed with a depressive episode. Afterwards, I fell asleep, and for most of the day, I just watched Hannah Montana on Disney Plus, cleaned, and showered. But it was those three simple things that have helped me make it through the day.
By dre.amerwithapen8 months ago in Motivation
Just Go With It
I don't know exactly what to write here but I'm just gonna say fuck it and write. This is not a blog post. There's really no purpose to this. All I am doing is writing whatever thoughts occur to me. But this is really annoying me because there are a million thoughts that come to my mind at once; thoughts I am actively thinking and then there are intrusive thoughts which are annoying as fuck because who wants those right? Ya'll ever heard of OCD?
By dre.amerwithapen10 months ago in Confessions
Working Towards the Life I Want
I have found it really hard to love myself lately. I've made several mistakes, including a relationship that resulted in me forfeiting my self-respect as well as my sense of self when it was taking place. But I also made a lot of positive choices in the process from a place of self-love, so it is not as cut and dry as it seems. And if you're reading this, you're probably wanting the full story.
By dre.amerwithapen10 months ago in Confessions
Setting Boundaries for Beginners
Not gonna lie, setting boundaries can be fucking hard. And that can be for several reasons. Perhaps you're scared to hurt the other person's feelings, or maybe quite the opposite; you're scared they may react harshly and in turn hurt your feelings. Either way, saying no to people is taxing, especially when you do not have the skills to do so, or even know where to start.
By dre.amerwithapen2 years ago in Lifehack