The version of me that lives in the depths of night
- Top Story - November 2023
Starting My StoryTop Story - November 2023
I was born on a Wednesday… I don’t know if that’s an exciting fact to know about me, but it's very much true. I’ve been told so many times that I should tell my story. I’m just not sure which version everyone wants to hear.
To My Younger Self
Where to begin... Well, for starters, living and existing hard and will always be hard. It's a never-ending cycle of amazing highs and horrific lows. Sometimes those lows got too close to the edge for you and well...you somehow pulled through every time.
How Do I Tell You...?
How do I tell them I'm tired? Not in the sleeping type of tired, but the "I need to stop existing" type of tired. How do I tell them I have no fight left? Because I have said that before and they didn't believe me and kept having me continue fighting.
You Live Within The Depths Of Night
I see you at night within my dreams. You are the ecstasy and the fear. I want you and wanting you makes me afraid. To feel you close, to smell the cologne you leave behind on my sheets, to feel the ghost of your kiss on my lips.