Optional

If yes and no were the options, I'm the maybe

If hot and cold were the choices, I'm warm all the time

If it's between me or someone else, it will always never be me.

I've become used to the grey areas and uncertainties of life,

the middle ground or the lack of real choices.

Somehow they reflect upon my identity and make me who I am,

a queer individual who doesn't know their gender or who they want to date.

It reflects back to my relationships in general too,

never knowing what they see in me or if I am still that friend to them.

Options for me are limited and limitless,

and maybe that's why I'm never anyone's choice.