Ascension

It all starts small, and then it ascends,

Up ,

Up,

Up ,

Eventually it comes to a stand still, and I levitate there,

It is only for a single moment in time however.

My words mix up in my mind, and I lose all my ability to express and communicate what I mean, despite my best intentions,

The pictures I paint of this life and consciousness is better left on a canvas than the tongue. My words are mangled and enter your mind in a way it never lived within me,

I find myself on this ledge, acquainting with this new formation of a neuro bomb fallout. This is the moment where reality shows its face and everything starts to fall apart.

I descend further as they watch.

Here I am again...

Falling ,

Falling ,

Crumbling,

Falling ,

The ground is never the same, it changes in depth. This concave cushion looks more like swords, and I can never predict how close to meeting my mind they are...

Laying ,

Laying ,

Injured, but numb and pain feel the same.

There is blood all around me , but it is there that it will remain,

I won't let that blood leak through my mind onto the floor, it will stay within me, my veins, my arteries, my capillaries...my heart.

I am here, and that's all I can be for now.