Channeled Message #2: "Makeup Your Mind"

Lately, I've been intensely wrestling with standards of beauty - for the soul and the physical.

This message from Spirit is...tender. I see a woman, her hair pulled back, bending down to help a child with their work. I see investment. Love. Collaboration. Energies exchanging data, this could be texting, or listening hearing something that stays with you. I see someone recording content, or getting things together behind the scenes, preparing to execute on a new love or passion.

Somehow or another, they got me doing a written reading, but it doesn't possess the polished poetic flow of my other rants. This one is more....unconscious, scattered even, and yet, still deliberate.

I see Spirit trying to paint the scene - I'm hearing "of addiction". And yes, most minds would immediately jump to thinking about sex, drugs, and p*rn, but it's wayyy deeper than that. This is an addiction to a way of existing in the world based off of deeply engrained and long internalized beliefs. The is an addiction to living in an emotional body that is rooted in brutalities of the past. This is an addiction to beliefs, habits, and traumas - energies that take up space and speak for up for you without prompting. This is your fear, your doubts, your projections, and perceptions. This is caring too much what people think. Looking too hard for validation. Seeking comfort outside of yourself. This is an addiction to being attracted to men and women that abandoned and neglected you just like your parents once did. The ex that cheated on you is still out there in them streets, breaking their neck to look at another woman's behind while walking next to their woman of the hour, and still going home feeling lost, absolutely lost, empty, and insecure.

It gives trifling. But even moreso, it gives, someone trying to get over on someone. Trying to get the upperhand over somebody else. People who may have tried to force their agendas on you. But then again, here I am, about to get caught up in the energy of the past betrayal again. Again and again and again.

What shall we call these kinds of demons? Demons in the sense that, there exist energies in your life, that seek access to you, for the sole purpose of being able to take from you. And it seems so innocent on the surface, but oh how insidious this energy really is. Like seriously! This could be the corporations and gas stations, that benefit from your wasteful purchases - the smokes, the vapes, the tree, the killer drinks and the salty chips - I'm hearing 'processed foods' and the fact that you already know what's real and what's fake in this world. This could be the ex-friend full of red flags, that you still think of from time to time, but know in your heart of hearts, that y'all were never meant to be..."for life". Maybe some of you have went through divorces and separations, or even just being ghosted. But it's alot separation, unspoken and unacknowledged grief - 3 of swords energy in my mind.

You already know what doesn't serve you. Even if you feel like you only know of a few things, you know something, be it from your lived experiences, other peoples' stories, or from your own intuition. I think we can all agree, there are things you intuitively cannot deny, to be true. Such as air, karma, love and gravity.

Even though you've overcome so much in your life when it comes to people, I can't help, but feel like the past got some of us acting real jaded. Now, I used to hear that word thrown around all the time, but the meaning never really landed until I had the experience. Being jaded felt like re-introducing and re-injecting myself with triggers and grievances all over again. - all the conversations that went unresolved. Or "Re-opening old wounds" as they say.

Hell, I just got sooo distracted myself.

It just feels like you deserve to have people in your life who leave space for you, and who love themselves enough to know when to step back out of love as well. In the grand scheme of things, if we're riding our "delusion" superpowers out on the highest vibration there is, we could simply step back from our own painful endings and provide the Self with closure; They signed a soul contract to come in to initiate the lesson and leave. Because let's face it - imagine you never broke up with or blocked those people you felt compelled to release, what would life look like for you now?

I'm seeing someone shake their head in disbelief of what life really COULD'VE been with the wrong person. I'm seeing someone giving *bombastic side-eye*. Don't let the good times fool you. (Fool Card Reverse in my mind). You know what to expect from the past. And if you've made it out, maybe 'stay away a bit longer" is the advice coming through for you.

Just....sit on it. lol *Emotional Rollercoaster by Vivian Green is significant*

"Loving you ain't nothing healthy. Loving you ain't nothing good for me."

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Sit on the good that is to come. Stop focusing and discussing and offering up energy to things, people, and a life you can't see yourself living and growing in forever.

Til next time,

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