Teenage years
How I Overcame My Depression with Cooking and Prayer
I was trapped in a vicious cycle of depression, a silent enemy that robbed me of joy and hope. Every day was a struggle, and every night was a nightmare. I felt worthless, hopeless, and helpless. I tried to hide my pain behind a mask of smiles, but inside, I was falling apart.
By BizBas 3 years ago in Confessions
Can she be any cuter
Sam, the star quarterback of Millington High, was used to the spotlight. His days were filled with cheers, victories, and the admiration of his peers. Yet, amidst the roar of the crowd, he couldn't ignore the subtle, unnoticed presence of Aubrey, the school's nerdiest girl. Aubrey was a quiet genius, always buried in books and lost in her own world of equations and theories. Her shy demeanor and awkward charm set her apart from the rest, making her almost invisible to the bustling high school social scene. But to Sam, there was something intriguing about Aubrey that he couldn't quite put into words. One fateful afternoon, Sam found himself in the school library, a place he rarely ventured. As he scanned the shelves for a book he didn't even need, his eyes caught Aubrey engrossed in a thick volume of quantum physics. Intrigued, he approached her, a jock stepping into the realm of academia. "Hey, Aubrey, what's this book about?" Sam asked, genuine curiosity etched on his face. Aubrey looked up, startled by the unexpected interruption. Her glasses slightly askew, she stammered, "Oh, um, it's about the principles of quantum mechanics and its applications in modern physics." Sam blinked, processing the words. "Sounds intense. Mind giving me the Cliff Notes version?" Aubrey hesitated but then started explaining the complex concepts with surprising clarity. As she spoke, Sam found himself captivated, not just by the subject matter but by the passion that glowed in Aubrey's eyes. In the days that followed, Sam found excuses to bump into Aubrey. He attended science club meetings, attempted to solve math problems, and even showed up at the chess club. It was clear to everyone that Sam, the epitome of the athletic crowd, was drawn to Aubrey, the shy and awkward genius. Their interactions were a curious mix of laughter and learning. Sam, the jock with a heart of gold, discovered the joy of unraveling the mysteries of the universe with Aubrey. And Aubrey, the nerdy recluse, found solace in the unexpected friendship that bloomed with the star quarterback. As the school gossip mill churned, whispers and rumors surrounded the unlikely pair. Sam's friends couldn't comprehend his newfound interest in quantum physics, and Aubrey's acquaintances were in disbelief at her sudden popularity. Yet, Sam and Aubrey remained unfazed, forging a connection that defied high school stereotypes. One day, as they sat on the bleachers after a football game, Sam confessed, "Aubrey, you're not like anyone I've ever met. I mean, you're smart, obviously, but there's something more. Something that makes my heart race." Aubrey blushed, her gaze fixed on the ground. "Sam, I... I never thought someone like you would be interested in someone like me." Sam gently lifted her chin, meeting her eyes. "Aubrey, you're incredible. You challenge me, you make me laugh, and you make me see the world in a whole new way. I... I think I'm falling for you." Aubrey's heart skipped a beat. For the first time, she felt seen and appreciated for more than just her intellect. As they navigated the uncharted waters of their feelings, the school watched in awe as the jock and the nerdy girl became the most unlikely yet endearing couple. Their relationship faced its share of challenges, from judgmental stares to questioning peers. However, Sam and Aubrey stood strong, proving that love could transcend the confines of high school stereotypes. As graduation approached, Sam and Aubrey faced the inevitable uncertainty of the future. Sam had dreams of playing college football, while Aubrey had aspirations of delving deeper into the world of physics. The impending distance cast a shadow over their budding romance. In a heartfelt conversation, Sam said, "Aubrey, no matter where life takes us, I want you to know that you've changed me for the better. I'll always cherish what we had." Aubrey, teary-eyed yet grateful, replied, "Sam, you've shown me a world beyond textbooks and equations. I'll carry the memories of our time together in my heart." As they navigated the transition from high school to adulthood, Sam and Aubrey kept in touch. Distance couldn't diminish the bond they shared. Sam's football games were livestreamed for Aubrey, who, in turn, shared her breakthroughs and research triumphs with him. Years passed, and life took them on separate journeys. Sam pursued a successful football career, while Aubrey became a respected physicist. Despite the physical distance, their connection remained unbroken, a testament to the enduring power of an unexpected love that blossomed in the most unlikely of places.
By Avera Jersy3 years ago in Confessions
A Love I Didn't Expect...
Dear Love, Wow. Where do I start? At this point in my life, I feel like we have such a toxic relationship. On the one hand, I can't stand you. You are such a bitch. I mean when I was little all I ever wanted was to be loved and accepted for who I was, every single part of me but other than a couple of members in my family, I never really got that. More importantly, I never got that from the one person that mattered the most to me, my mother. I was a lacking girl. You left me in the cold; all I had was myself and God's love covering me in warmth. I've felt so betrayed by you and stabbed in the back. The very one that gave me life taught me to hate myself. Then, you gave again. I received Jay, my beautiful perfectly imperfect first love. My heart was so codependent at this point due to not only my mother but the judgments I received and the strict morals I was expected to live by enforced by my mother, stepfather, and my father. Jay, too, had grown codependent over the years from both his parents. Together, our hearts are bound in a way that cannot break easily. Some may call it a trauma bond. We were each other's escapes until we realized that we needed something deeper that the other couldn't give and then that too ended. You're such a cruel mistress love. You give and then you take. Your many limbs twist and weave in a way that no one person could ever figure out on their own. Your ways are complicated and yet simple. After Jay, I fell and I fell hard. His name is not important. At first, I fell so I wouldn't feel the pain of losing Jay. Also, I didn't yet know how to trust and love myself; how to rely on me and me alone. Or God and God alone I should say. That relationship started so blissfully. I was finally being taken care of for once in my life. For once, someone was putting me first. However, it was a trick, wasn't it? A smoke show until the truth came out. Soon, he started treating me like his slave. I was there to take care of the children, clean the house, work, and please him when he wanted it. If he was doing anything out of place or anything I was concerned about, sure at first we could discuss it but slowly it became he would do whatever he wanted to do regardless of my opinion. That ended terribly. He, too, taught me how to hate myself. As it turns out, that was never love because someone who can teach hate doesn't love truly. I spent a while recovering and as it turned out, my first love still loved me but not enough. It never has been enough has it, love? Have I ever been enough? I know now that I have. You have not given me a partner which is something I have always longed for but you have given me something else which is perhaps even more beautiful...
By Lindsey Altom3 years ago in Confessions
Dejanelle
A true Queen will adjust another Queen’s crown. Women who pick up other women in adversity, in question, in fear, in jealousy; even if you dislike a woman or disagree with her there is no need to tear another woman down. In a world where women have been subjected to the world of men, at the hands of men, at the look down upon by men; it can be hauntingly concerning and scary. It is not easy being a woman. It is not easy being a man either but both of us suffer at the hands of other men’s decisions and desires.
By Cadma3 years ago in Confessions
Tomorrow is My Birthday
Hi everyone! I just wanted to get on here and make a quick update. Sorry for being MIA most of this week. Mentally I just couldn't find the strength to write much, and now I think that I am coming down with a cold. Regardless though I am going to try to make the best of my birthday tomorrow, and the important part is I am still sober! Monday will mark one whole month since I last had a drink and I am so proud, but still taking it one day at a time so I will celebrate that on Monday!
By Kimmiekins43 years ago in Confessions
Shame on me
In the vibrant setting of a high school in Jamaica, where rules were firm and discipline was at the forefront, I found myself entangled in a comical yet embarrassing episode during my teenage years. The sun cast a warm glow over the school grounds, and the lively chatter of students filled the air as we navigated the intricate web of high school life.
By Stefan Dennis3 years ago in Confessions
Misconstrued Identity
One thing which surprised me was realizing how the same person or entity could be perceived so differently. On one end a person could be considered a hero and looked upon as being a very kindred spirit full of love and empathy, while on the other end they may be considered the vilest human being, wicked and full of hatred.
By real Jema3 years ago in Confessions
Creating a Sensual Outdoor Retreat
Designing an Intimate Outdoor Space: Ideas for Creating a Sensual Ambiance - Explore tips and ideas for transforming your outdoor space into a romantic oasis, with elements such as lighting, décor, privacy, color schemes, water and fire features, scents, cozy seating areas, love-inspired gardens, local materials, and surrounding views.
By Timothy A Rowland3 years ago in Confessions
The complexity of love
Tina Singh had known David since they were kids. They grew up in the same neighborhood, attended the same schools, and shared countless memories together. As they transitioned from childhood to adolescence, Tina began to see David in a different light. What had once been a simple friendship had now blossomed into something more – she had developed a crush on him.
By Marc Linah3 years ago in Confessions
