Fira
Bio
She/Her. I try and write from the heart as often as I can.
Stories (11/0)
Were You Actually My Friend?
I thought for a while, that I was finally safe. Most of you only saw the aftermath of the wreckage. My heart, body, confidence and soul shattered and splintered. You saw the girl desperately trying to keep herself together with scotch tape when she needed something that'd bond it all back together with something stronger than gorilla glue. You tried, but - this was something I needed to fix on my own.
By Fira 2 years ago in Confessions
Steadfast & True
I feel like I have a giant, gaping hole in my chest. I thought would fix itself over time. But it feels like it's been ripped out of my chest, squeezed until every drop of blood left its cavities and then dropped on the floor. My chest feels hollow and dark.
By Fira 2 years ago in Confessions
Getting Friend-Zoned
The first time I was friend-zoned was bittersweet. I fell in love with a friend who was about thirteen years older than me at one point in my life. I was in my early twenties, and just really, really lost in life. All the while, I just longed to be loved by someone, anyone. My bar was so low. Anyone could've walked in whispering a word or two to me and I would've melted into a puddle at their every word.
By Fira 2 years ago in Confessions
Thank You For Letting Me Go.
"I'll use you as a warning sign , that if you talk enough sense then you'll lose your mind." - I Found, Amber Run. When I fall in love, I fall hard and steadfast. I love being in love, and I loved him. It was amazing that someone had finally loved me back, almost a dream come true for me. I hadn't experienced love before, or what I thought was love. I gave everything I had to him, so desperate for love and affection. Starved for touch, and just a bit of basic human decency.
By Fira 2 years ago in Confessions