Love to write wrote poetry when I’m in my deepest darkest moments…. ✍️
I want to help the world feel like they’re not alone ❤️
Out of my mind
I have so much to share but I show all my emotions and it just seems like no body ever cares…… My words get shut down like the gate of a store when no one is there at the end of the day…. It’s gets shut down like a business man that doesn’t give a shit about what you have to say……
Dissociate is what I do
Dissociation is what I've become well acquainted with. The deep thoughts hit me like I got run over by a big wave in the ocean. My body feels numb,not there and my thoughts just ponder off as a dissolving bubble. Rosh hashanah (Jewish new year) just ended and I’m like a brick stone wall. I dont move,twitch or budge. The sounds of the shofar(Jewish bull horn) didnt wake me up I feel as if maybe this religion has just maybe fucked me up.
When will this be over
Everyone getting married,everyone’s moving on with their life but me I feel feel like life is not moving,like I’m stuck in a bubble,like I’m stuck under a rock… my lungs are filling up,my breathe is getting slower I feel as if I want to give out..
Falling for you like the stars
I’m falling for you like the tears from my eyes,like the leaves from the trees…. Your smile lights up my world, being around you makes my body feel complete…. You soft kisses on my neck brings chills down my back,you make me squirm out of my seat. You cuddle me till I’m warm and almost asleep I wish I hadn’t fallen in this deep…
We live in this world to be happy. Be happy means to relax and have fun or am i misunderstanding what the world means? I work,come home eat,shit shower sleep what has this come to? Why the fuck do I feel the need to curse? Why the fuck do I feel like I have the worst life?