Lost lover

I want to feel wanted,

I want to feel your close touch, I want you to say that you love me very much.

I want to feel safe in your arms,

I want you to stop making all my alarms go off.

Why can’t we go back to being us? Why can’t we go back to what it was?

I feel nothing but distance from afar and all I want is to just hit the snooze bar and pretend it’s a dream.

Sleepless nights I have. I feel like I lost you. I quite feel like I’m no big deal for you.

Once a week that I see you isn’t enough I honestly wish we would have never broken up.

Everything physical is there but emotional nothing is here. I wish I can revisit the past to have a good time. I honestly wish I wouldn’t be stuck in this time.

Memories fill my head when I have spare time but if only I can replay them in this lifetime.

I thought you were my all,I thought you were my end. I guess now I lay in limbo with you until I have the guts to call it quits.

I want you to be mine I want to say I’ll give you time. There’s only so much time to give when you say you want things slow.

How slow is slow?

I want to give you my all and be there for you whenever but I can’t wait forever.

Please let me in I know the past is the past but what does slow mean? I want my cake and I want to eat it too.

If it’s meant to be it will be. I guess time will tell….

If your listening and want to please make your way back to me….