As I march through the ashen halls of my mind
Many things I do find
Things that hurt
Things that bite
Things that got me through the night
Things that I once held near
Things that have long since disappeared
Through these empty halls and haunted rooms
I see the person who lived before me, and by that I mean you
You are the ghost that walks behind me
Lurking in the shadows of my mind
Fading in and out, always blurry
When I try to shed light on you, you're off in a hurry
I want to accept you for who you are
But I feel like we are just two passing cars
On journeys of our own and so close together
Travelling on the road to forever
Two planets in orbit around each other
Two lost souls under cover.
I remember you
In the darkness of your room
I remember you
Wishing you were buried in a tomb
I remember you
Trying to save your skin
I remember you
Believing that you were full of sin
I remember you
All the hurt that you've been through
I have something that I would like to tell you
You are stronger than you think
More beautiful than you know
And just because you're a bit strange and dark
Does not mean that you're broken
You don't have to be wound up so tight
You can sleep soundly through the night
You still have to fight
So tell yourself
On your darkest days
You are enough
You are beautiful
And that your shadow stays
With you forever.
I am more than what the past may define
I want to move forward and leave your demons behind
I love you more than you know
Though I don't say it enough
And even though you're my alter ego
The darkest parts of me
Without you I wouldn't be able to see
I can see the good and bad
Based on all the experiences we've had
You only want to protect me
And I want to help you
So how about we come together
And see what our minds can do
I will wait in the light for you
Open arms for the person who got me to where I need to be
Thank you to my shadow
For always having my back
No matter what the world threw at me
My shadow fought back
My demons still haunt me
Like poltergeists in an ancient house
An exorcism for the demons
Salt and holy water for ghosts
I can't let my brain wander too far down memory lane
For it is there that I find you most.
I accept you for who you are
And who you used to be
You can rest now
And leave the past where it should be.
About the Creator
Radio S.
One of the best things we have is our imagination. In the words of Robin Williams; "You're only given one little spark of madness, you mustn't lose it.".
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Remarkable poem - amazing writing. I can resonate with this feeling of the shadow of our past.