Chaos Adjacent
Bio
struggling writer and photographer i'm 31 years old and not getting any younger
Stories (5/0)
Its been five years
It's been five years since i died.. i don't know how i did it but looking back i should have known that i would still miss everything about you. i don't want to tell you this but i tried to kill the pain. I tried drowning it for three years i did what i could to dull the hurt. I turned to a bottle of alcohol but no matter how much I drank I couldn't get you out of my head. I lied to myself over and over again i felt like Alice going down the rabbit hole deeper and deeper until i couldn't find my way back i was so scared and alone. there still are days that i cry knowing that this hole inside me won't ever be filled by any vice or person. I Know i'm different without you. i loved you more than i thought possible. the pain i experienced was not only the pain from losing you but knowing that it was all a lie. you never truly loved me but you lied so well.
By Chaos Adjacent3 years ago in Psyche
10 personality traits almost all toxic people have in common
by. Edward Odren 1.Manipulation and misdirection when dealing with a toxic person you should always be weary of most everything they say. misdirection is a key tool that they will use to manipulate you along with fake tears or bouts of rage misdirection and manipulation are hard to spot at first but remember taking a step back and look at the whole picture this can in the long run help you make collected and rational decisions.
By Chaos Adjacent3 years ago in Humans