I was loaded down with board meeting after board meeting. I decided to take a road trip to get away from the city, and my wife's attempts to destroy me. Alone time with an attractive view was exactly what I needed, so I packed a bag jumped in my vintage customize baby and took her for a ride through Highway 74 to San Juan Capistrano, California. Since the separation, I been having these reoccurring feelings like I was missing something. My wife usually checks for the small details before a trip; I wasn't smart enough to check the weather before getting on the road, and of course, it starts sleeting. These roads can be a bit tricky in this kind of weather, so I dropped my speed, 15 minutes into the trip out of nowhere, this biker begins to harass the tail of my car I was unable to get over so he can pass. I glanced at him through my rearview, he must not be from around here, or he would know these roads are dangerous when wet.
Gradually, as the old mindset or ego evolves beyond the old way of doing things, it can be very challenging with seldom mood swings or situational depression. We may conclude we are going down the wrong path. Before surrendering to panic, we should ask ourselves: What is happening, why is life starting to feel so challenging, and how do I move forward?
After being in a car accident in some cases, the law requires you to take defensive driving to train you to be a safer driver. Similarly, preparing the mind against reckless behavior or self-sabotaging energy is essential to living a healthier life.
We're warming up to the idea of dating. We have decided to come out of hibernation, shading the old relationship, ready for that new romance.
I took notice in each session Clarice would add a little touch of glam necessary adjustments I definitely approved. During the last meeting, she encourages me to avoid the opposite sex. "Go cold turkey." She suggested I go cold turkey for a few months. This would somehow help identify where you need healing and growth. Maybe there's something I needed to pay attention to as blowing off a few dates shouldn't hurt. My eyes gravitated to Clarice's lips as she revealed the truth, I needed space to reflect on the real issues, and the only way to do that is a little solitude—remove the mask I've been wearing for a long time. I glanced at my phone filled with Johns I hardly knew, Clarice understood it wasn't about sex, men were space fillers, time killers, it was more about feeling desired—the art of seduction—baiting them in and releasing the hook before they could get a chance.
So you're going into the New Year single. Although being apart of a divine union is beautiful, some have not been as fortunate in this area. From being newly single or habitually running into the wrong energy and not seeing the lessons we tend to stop appreciating what we have in front of us.