Unhappy?

When we start thinking about happiness, we think that we must keep going live all days or every single day in your life at the same way. Some think that's one I want, and then BOOM, it seems I'm not happy anymore. Actually, you think you aren't, maybe because now you are not living in the freedom you used to have, maybe because you feel blue with the new routine, you feel exhausted doing the same thing over and over again. Thinking...maybe I should go back to my old me and see if I get better living the way I always lived and liked. Don't push yourself to think you didn't think carefully about it. We have feelings, which, according to me, there are normal as human being, when I was around 15th years old, I used to listen a song Beautiful is an Eminem song even though I could understand to almost any word, almost nothing from that song at that time because I didn't know english, I was feeling that so bad that years later when I could understand the letter it started making sense and there was the feeling as is described in song, everybody has their private world, as told by him. You probably might start feeling existential exhaustion when life becomes a routine of obligations, because you are constantly moving on. This doesn't mean you don't like your family, you don't love your husband or wife, kids, parents...this is just a normal feeling as a human being. Sometimes we don't need to change our lives. First of all its better to know that fulfillment does not exist, I mean, constant fulfillment. We just need to change our way of seeing our life and add what can make a good impact on us. Do whatever makes you feel better, as long as this is legal and won't fall apart your life, and right inside of you, you know that you have already answered your questions, but you know as well that it's hard to answer when it's not what you want to hear. So, life is like cooking without knowing what exactly you're cooking, dancing without knowing what music is, but you like it, you can feel it, just letting it flow...

Hahaha, today is 10.02, and I recently submitted MY MIND, and for some reason I checked my drafts here and read the title: Unhappy? subtitle: You are not as unhappy as you think! That was for me, I was about to feel unhappy for no reason, and reading this, I started thinking how stupid.. Why? Well, I know why, but those are not the reason, the real reason that would make me feel blue is not the ones, being very honest. I mean, I can be so selfish, thinking that makes all sense to be unhappy for bullshits when I truly know that it doesn't. As said in J-COLE's song #LOVEYOURZ. This will make you feel alive, there is no sense in being unhappy, is a choose, don't go to that way that you regret to choose the wrong way. You already knew it. Look how silly we can be, today is a good day to be happy, kiss/give a hug/say what makes you feel better, your mom, daddy, friend, someone you like, be you!

i just choose myself as experience, and exporting my feelings and some point of view regarding this, because me personally my mood changes a lot. And I once really thought about that and maybe is based on DNA (heritage), maybe is the environment, maybe Im not happy as much as I wanted or maybe I will never be! Because this might be just an imaginary thing you keep doing without knowing that exit because you decide keep this Happiness or unhappiness alive and fighting each other.

If you feel bad for some reason, please do not heistate to talk with someone else, I really advise you to check with family, friends, its okay to now be okay. Its okay to now understanding yourself. In case you find out its not, just try to find out why and resolve it. Because, due to anxiety for example, that has directly influence in cardiovascular diseases affects more than 1 billion around the world, this means around 12% of global population. Im just telling you because Im basically the same, and training to get much focused, and to worry less, I mean as much as I can. Thats why we see the new vibe and routine is to live with the contact of nature, I strong believe that because of human being essence we love it in some way.

#Loneliness #Sadness #Solitude

Jokas Jamba