I used to think it was all in my mind
The anger, the fear, the sadness so deep
Like a storm, it was raging inside
My heart, my soul, my hopes all in one heap
I would search and I would try
To make sense of the pain and the lies
But nothing made it alright
And I was feeling lost in the night
Confused, I'd try to understand
What was happening in my land
My heart was heavy and sore
And I felt like walking out the door
But I stayed and tried to heal
From the pain of emotional abuse
It was hard, but I was brave
And I worked to find the truth
I started to see the pattern
That repeated in the past
The signs and the triggers
That hurt me and made me gasp
It took a lot to face those memories
That stirred the fear and pain in me
But I dug deep and held on fast
And I started to see how I could last
My body was shaking, my mind was in confusion
But I kept looking for the answers I sought
My thoughts were spinning, my heart was in a whirl
But I kept going with all my heart and soul
It was a long and winding road
Filled with tears and uncertainty
But I pressed on, determined to heal
And stand strong in my newfound clarity
My journey was hard, the pain was real
But I had to carry on and never yield
The path to healing was not easy
But it was the only way I could be free
Today I'm able to see
The truth that I've found in me
I'm no longer in the dark
And I'm healing from the pain of emotional abuse
Free yourself, lonely one, from emotional pain,
Your heart is heavy, your spirit is drained.
In deepest sorrow, your eyes fill with tears,
You've lived through so much, for so many years.
The chains of pain bind you to your fears,
Stifling your joy and masking your tears.
But you can free yourself, if you only will,
To break these bonds and be able to feel.
Let go of your sadness, it’s time to move on,
Let go of your worries, your pain and your song.
Look around and see all the beauty that’s there,
Look within and find the power to care.
It’s time to take control of your life and your heart,
Time to move forward and make a fresh start.
Open up to the things that you used to ignore,
And let go of the pain that you’ve been holding for so long.
Let go of the past, and the hurt that you’ve held,
And open your heart to the future that’s yet to be felt.
Tear down the walls that have been built around,
Cast off the darkness and let the light be found.
Let go of the burden that keeps you in chains,
Let go of the fear that forever remains.
Take a deep breath, and call on the strength of your soul,
Release the past and let your future unfold.
Be brave and step into the unknown,
Look past the darkness and find the light shown.
If you take the risk, the reward may be high,
And the healing will come, if you try.
Reflect on the moments that have brought you pain,
But don’t let them haunt you and take away your gains.
Let go of the guilt and the hurt that you’ve stored,
And free yourself from the prison of emotion you’ve endured.
Look to the future and know that you can,
Take back your life, your happiness and your plan.
Look within, and find the courage to heal,
You can be free from emotional pain and feel.
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Som Dutt
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