Positive vibes

Moving at a thousand miles . No time to slow down all I want is to rest in my home . Secluded from outside because when I go out Im drained . My energy from full to depleated but a part of my path is human touch. Irony at it’s finest a introvert massaging clients . Feeling more alive when I do I feel my best helping others and I hope you do too. The outside world can be cold if you think it is . It can also be warm if you want it to be our minds create our reality. Brushing elbows with abundance and bringing rainbows into life . I want everyone to believe in unicorns and have a magical life. No rose colored glasses for what you know is real . If you want to connect with mermaids you can . Only the pure of heart can connect to these things . So make sure to do your yoga today . Listening to music to float through life . With my head in the clouds I know my dreams will be alright. I don’t want to make choices I just like living life . Don’t micromanage the things I love or I can’t have fun . People are meant to be free and live in love and peace . People who are mean don’t grow and throw their issues onto you and me. Purposes bringing up old trauma just to make me cry . I miss the person who abused me I hope he is alright . Accountability is important but I hope your safe as well. My heart will never forget you I’m sorry you weren’t well. Writing about the past I’m sure will help me forget . Avoiding emotions only to be facing them all at one time . Remember people do your best to make sure you cry . Don’t let yourself mask your pain , or let people give you a timeline to heal . Your pain is only yours only you know what’s real . Stay true to your heart and don’t let others tell you who you are. I hope he’s getting better and will soon be able to see his son. I miss having a family and all the things we had . I especially miss my cats nano, Quincy Jones, and jimbo. I miss my dogs too but thinking of it makes me cry . All I can think of is the new girl and Harry Potter time. People still don’t realize that I was always great full. I was the one who tried to get him on a spiritual path and trying to get him into a positive mindset . But no one knows that . Time for growth and moving forward I hope someday our paths cross again . But I don’t know if now is it another time and maybe in another life. I hope it’s not that long . But it’s ok me and Ethan are both strong .