Past and Future
Poetry about loss and grief
I am stuck between the past and the future
There is no middle part
And yet I am in it
For many years, I have always been there
Afraid to move on from the past
And step into the future
Not knowing what will bring me
Misfortune or happiness?
All my life, I never got any good things
That would last forever
Because I was always so broken
Never worth staying for
Never worth fighting for
And never worth loving
I have come to accept the terms with that
It became a habit to me
And when someone cares for me
I am left with the lingering thought
When will they leave me?
And how will I cope with it?
What will happen afterwards?
My thoughts are running wild
Heartbeat accelerating
Never wanting to experience it again
So I shut myself away from the world
Isolating in my own darkness
For I have grown used to it
That it does not frighten me anymore
When it lunges at me
In anger
For what I had done
And all I could do was
Crack open a soft smile and say,
“I deserved it.”
About the Creator
Isabella Renteria
"Painting is silent poetry, and poetry is painting that speaks." - Plutarch
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