Narc, Narc

You made me fall into your pit

With your lies and your bait

The fall was far too easy

The tale you wove

To drag me down

Was too good to be true

You tore at me to pull me back

Then you'd tear me up once more

Rip my soul wide open for fun

Then grin at my true self

Make me beg you for more

Hate the time I talk with you

Hate you more than I can say

Hate my weak lust

Hate my weak want

Hate my weak soul

Hate you more than need you

Call me and I still ran back

With all my hate and then some

For more of what I still don't know

Does hate have this kind of hold

A hold I must duel with all my fire

All my zeal, all the love I will lose

If I fall into your pit one more time

Your mood drew me in

So sad, need me so much

A lone soul who begs for love

Begs for warm arms

But can't be kind

Can't get close

With a hard, evil ego

Keep your sick love

Away from my hurt soul

Away from my true love

You beg me to sin

I want no part of you

But, I cave and run back in

Then I find out too late

It's more of the same

You lure me into your bent game

Just one more time

The last time I fell into your trap

It was with my eyes wide open

But, when I walk, it's done, over

I beg God to be free of you

I know now what this was

It was a date with a sick mind

I was the star in your head trip

I was the best you'd ever met

Then I was the bad guy

Who gave you all the pain

Your goal was to ruin me

Ruin my life and all I had

To make up for what you don't

And won't ever have

Play me for the fool I am

Then, in an evil mood,

I drop you into thin air

With a grin

Am I free of your foul glue?

Or am I now you?