Ringing but you didn't bother to pick
I think it's time we address my life together
We need a bigger candle with longer wick
I bought ink, just come with the feathers
Why do I even exist?
Was I just an experiment of your skill?
Did you have purpose for me?
Or was I made so randomly?
Some times I try to reach out
But it seems you locked me out
I wish things were like before
When I could just hear your soothing voice
I need to understand why?
Why is everything seemingly falling apart?
Why all this pain in my Chest?
Why all this anger in my heart?
When I try to be good, why does it all fall apart?
Sometimes it even feels like I am fox
Unwinding as pretence jumps out of the box
Each time I stare in the mirror I see one body, two hearts
I stay in my closet and cry but you watch and still say nothing
I need a glimpse of hope
I need you to give me a sign, in a word or in a ring
My confusion grows and hope hangs on a rope
What am I meant to achieve?
Who am I meant to become?
And if it is what I choose
How do I know when it's done?
All my mistakes and my wrongs
You knew they would eat me alive
But you just stood at the dining
While the heat steamed up my own eyes
I need answers
I need a relationship with you
I need to hear from you daily
I need a friend, I need you
Here I am crying again while I am calling your name
Give me a sign that what I do with my life is important to you
Show me I am not here my accident, a scientific vial
It's more than just guidance through your manual
I keep on blaming you so much
Maybe it's me that ate the fool's cake
Maybe you spoke and I never listened
But I am still the monster you made
About the Creator
Harydo Neon
I drain my thoughts through my pen. That's the only way I breathe.
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