Inner

Lately things have been getting so good and it scares me

Getting used to a laughter and I don't want it to leave

Smiling so much lately,, facial muscles in a rush

Thinking a bit less but to me, I feel it is dangerous

My life's circular but I am trying to make it linear

Texting way less, I guess it's helping with my sanity

I would go extra miles for those who are dear to me

But now I feel I have to put mysef in that driver's seat

Met a lot of people, the good , the bad and the ugly

Even those who used my secrets against me

Who could have known even friendships could be toxic

Till I realised walking out is difficult, isn't that what toxic is ?

Found love in a new way in the same girl, you could say that's crazy

What's crazy is how I almost lost her because I hugged vanity