Last Time
Promising Esmerelda
I sit on our grey couch
with its torn cover
and worn strands that once held together
and listen
for your truck’s snarling engine
to announce your late arrival
and I panic for a second
thinking Stony
won’t steer clear
of your balding right front tire
and will disappear
a mangled clump
of chain and brown-black fur
coughing blood
beneath swirls of red clay
dust and gravel
until
I hear him
growling
his low bark
from the doghouse
and recall
just how old the mutt’s become
and start the slow pained stand up
to meet you
at the back door,
like you tell me,
and I run
a calloused finger
across the rusty latch
and amuse myself
with thinking
that this time
I might just leave
it locked,
but then
you’d force your way in,
and you’d pull out
your
big guns
how you love
how much you hate
when I resist
so
I slouch
inside
this simple dress
and wish
my smile
was a bit
less practiced
like the grimace
smugly leering
from behind your bloodshot eyes
and you come
nearer
as that blasted
telephone erupts
disrupting
the fragile stand-off
screaming like
a newborn
and I speak
into the phone
with that voice
the Reverend uses
—as if lambs could ever think that wolves are harmless—
and I cup my fingers
over the receiver
so the caller
cannot hear
that your fingers
are now probing
Thursday’s panties
and I'm promising Esmeralda
I’ll come
to Ice Cream Social
and am quick
to hang the phone up
before
your patience
find its end
***
Copyright © 02/16/1999 by Christy Munson. All rights reserved.
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Comments (1)
Fantastic work, Christy. So creative. Loved it.