i.
If yellow is to sun
And blue is to sky
Kannonsyn is to the warm contented sigh
That comes only when one has devoted a lifetime
To the service of others
With no desire for reward or recompense
And many years later
Sits curled on a comfy chair
With a smile and a tear
At the joy of seeing, after all this time, just one life
Better
Than it was before
ii.
I am faintly kannonsyn
I have not yet smiled
It has been some time
But not yet time enough, it would seem
And so I wait
And in the meantime
You have the shirt from my back
You have the shoes from my feet
You have my voice when you are being spoken over
You have my heart when you are being told you are not enough
iii.
Did you fall down again, sweetheart? I would say
You look at me with familiar glassy eyes that convey:
I am trying my best
But sometimes it feels like
Things are harder for me
Than they are for others.
Our tears are old friends now
Having met too many times before
I wring out my soul once more
And cover you with it
Like a cloak, like a coat
Now, hop on my piggy back while we make sense of this mess
Your words say piggy backs are for children
But I say piggy backs are for anyone who needs them
iv.
We talked again in the evening
We needed extra blankets because of the rain you brought with you
You didn't do anything wrong
But life was unkind anyway
All because of the way you love
So now I carve a spot in my chest
For you to rest
Your weary head
While I sing you a lullaby
Filled with butterscotch notes
Of a tomorrow that is nothing like today
My eyes are heavy
I will sleep another night.
v.
Why are you still here, after all this time?
Because I see you, I advise with conviction
It is my superpower
Now, what shall we do today?
vi.
We have a hundred more yesterdays
And a thousand more todays
I have grooves in the shape of your face
From my face down to my toes
And my skin is not as thick as it once was
Due to the effects of erosion
From your salty tears
But I suspend time
While you tell me how brave you were
And I stand next to you
With my palms against the rock
As we move the mountains
That were placed before you
vii.
I have some extra creases on my face, now
The lines of my life
My lifelines
I wear them like a crown
Once from frowns
But, no longer
Now you etch your pride in the corners of my eyes.
Remarkable.
viii.
Contrary as it may seem
There exists colours that do not exist
Colours that humans are not capable of seeing
The impossibles
That reside in a galaxy of their own
It's where your love lives
And where my joy
Will soon find its home
ix.
I almost did not recognise you
With daffodils extending from your every pore
And I think to myself that maybe all that rain
Was not in vain
As you walk tall
With sun-soaked stems
And finally
I am lacquered
In the sweetest kannonsyn.
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