i would like to think that i am happier
or that i am doing better than before
maybe i coped with the pain
or to say that i’m just used to it
every day is always the same
the same routine all over again
i don’t even feel like i am living
i am just existing in my own world
i like to imagine what my life could have been like
if i was someone else
someone who wasn't broken
someone who didn't get betrayed lied to , abused, used
maybe i would be happier
perhaps then i would look forward to life
instead, i get by every day hoping it would be better the next day
i’m jealous of the people who did me wrong
because they are living their lives
while i’m here with the trauma and betrayal
the people who do you wrong end up just living
with no care about what they did to you
while you're living in survival mode
i guess that is how life goes
the kindest hearts always get treated like shit
About the Creator
Minhal Kahloon
20 | Gemini | Feminist |
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