My young eyes saw every color,
Felt every touch
From their essence
In my heart,
My stomach,
And in my little hands.
Auras emanating from
Those who brought me here.
With every feeling
And every tender look
Exploding from deep brown eyes
Embracing me with open arms.
Laughter pouring over me
From their pink tongues,
White teeth,
And stained lips.
Engulfing
The little girl who was afraid of red,
Often times felt blue,
But thought she needed to be yellow.
I saw beauty in everyone’s hair
Dyed and locked
With turquoise and pink
Curly and brown,
Black with golden streaks.
Pierced and tattooed skin
Painted my face
Boldly;
Telling me it's okay to be
Whatever color feels like me.
I wanted dresses that spun,
Shoes that sparkled,
And dolls that could fly,
But darkness couldn’t shut my eyes.
I’d stare into it
Telling it I was unafraid.
I danced,
I painted,
I laughed,
And I cried.
Because there was more to me inside.
Would they be mad if they really knew
The deeper me that:
Disagreed,
Wanted to be alone,
And felt free
Outside of what
They wanted from me?
Could they accept
The hues in the between?
With each layer shed,
I learned
That I didn’t have to be,
Feel,
Need,
One thing.
That I could feel,
Want,
And connect to the complexities
That surrounded me;
Regardless of other people’s expectations
Of me.
I was attracted to the darkness,
Even though there was sunshine in my soul.
Without picking a side over what
I should,
Needed,
Wanted to be.
I found indigo
In between.
About the Creator
jaz valentino
Artist.
Poet.
Reader of the sky.
Daughter of the Moon
Educated through travel + Connection with others.
My energy is my melody.
Aquarius Sun
Gemini Moon
Cancer Rising
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