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I loved you
That’s a hard concept to grasp when he never knew
When you’re simply a friend
In the background when it comes to romance
In their fleeting thoughts of love or like you know the thought of you never crosses their mind
But, remember, I loved you
“Loved” you
Because then I saw you
True, I’d always seen you
The best and the worst parts
But I saw you change; I saw you
And I wish I could have loved that change
Maybe things would have stayed the same
But I saw it in your eyes, a desire, desire for everyone and anyone who breathed
You loved everyone and me...
I couldn’t breathe
Couldn’t believe
How love could dissolve into this feeling
Like the crushing weight of unrequited love that you spoke in you’re heart but not with your lungs
Like the feeling of falling and hitting the earth, wondering why you fell when your landing wasn’t known first
Feeling so naive
Like I shouldn’t have explored, let my foot hover forward, falling headlong into the void
That’s why I won’t
I won’t love in the way I loved
I held back, but I didn’t hold back enough, no not in my heart
So I won’t love with my heart, only my head, until I trust you’ll catch me *hopefully I’m not naive to say this *
Loving young is a trap, because people will change
So I will love when I have my head on straight
And maybe one day things will change
Maybe my head and heart will feel the same thing
Maybe I’ll venture to the edge of this cliff again
Hovering my foot just above the edge
Falling headlong to the one I trust
This “loved” will not remain
My love, will love away any pain
“Could you be the one?” I’ll question again
The one who could make me love again?
About the Creator
VT
Where words fail my poetry speaks…
and I’m really not good at speaking.
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